Arrrrrrgh!

It’s September, which means 9/11, which means I gotta try and not think to hard about what happened in 2001 or I’m gonna end up back on the mental ward somewhere.

It’s tough.  It’s hard not to think about what happened back then, and it’s certainly no fun being reminded of the carnage because jerks on television keep showing what I’ve tried to block out of my mind.  The bodies falling, the tears, the streets literally running red with blood.  Just writing this is making me feel queasy.  I hate it.

But there is that saying, “When they came for so and so, I didn’t stand up because I wasn’t like that person.....finally when they came for me there was no one left.”  So I will stand up and keep talking about this and keep fighting for the right of NOT JUST US at this point, but everyone who needs decent healthcare.  So far, I’ve gone bankrupt trying to even stay alive.  I still need to see NEW doctors who are very expensive to SAVE MY OWN LIFE!!!  And do the insurance companies care?  Yeah, right.




My status right now is that I’ve got very bad things growing inside of me that need to be monitored most of the time.  That means lots of invasive surgeries.  I just had a couple.  More hospital time.  Fun.  I also have some NEW diseases since last month because, as I have said, this toxic poison kills one’s immune system so you get everything.  And you better believe I am very aware of the H1NI pandemic to come.  Very scary...but I tell you what..it’s NOT going to stop me from going to the hospital with my dog, Scooter, a therapy dog to see patients and make them feel better.  Even if it puts me at more risk of, well, you know.  It’s the one thing in my life I have control of...and makes me feel great.  Helping other people. 

In fact, I love doing it so much I got a teacher’s license to train therapy dogs - now, if only the red tape wasn’t so thick - we could have a lot more people who WANT TO HELP be able to.  So I’m working on that as well...opening the doors to help others help others!!!  It’s insane that that has to be done in the first place!!!!  But I stand up for what’s right.  That’s just me.  A woman just now called me and told me that she wanted her dog trained and I had to explain the red-tape bullshit I’m trying to cut through to get her and her dog t help people.  She just lost her son and her husband died a few years back.  And she WANTS to help!!!!!  But political struggles and bullshit is holding her back.  This is SO wrong!!!

Anyway, I still really need YOUR help!  I’m broker than broke...with less than one hundred dollars in the bank...and it’s Scooter’s birthday, he’s 13, so I’ve got to get him something yummy...and there goes even more money!  I’m supposed to see a new specialist in RARE blood diseases I’ve contracted over the last few years and they just discovered...and he takes no insurance..so I need to raise money for that.  I really wish I could just fucking work...but every time I even try to do something that’s a little too much, I end up in the fucking hospital.

There is good news, however....because of your help I have a NEW therapy dog and brother to Scooter.  More on him very soon, but now I can do double the amount of good because OF YOU!!!  BLESS YOU AND THANK YOU!!!!

Again, if you can just paypal or send me whatever you can, that would be wonderful.  I feel like shit taking money and begging for it over the internet.  I never had to ask for help in my life....but now things have changed.  And like that Beatles tune, I need HELP!
I just reread those lyrics and they are so true...”When I was younger so much younger than today, I never needed anybody’s help in anyway (I just helped everyone else), But now those days are gone and I’m not so self assured,  Now I’ve changed my mind, I’ve opened up the doors”.




Please give what you can and know this WILL be over when I win my Social Security Disability case which should happen within the next 16 months.  I wish it would happen tomorrow...but the government works in strange and bad ways at times, hoping some of us will just drop dead so they don’t have to pay out a dime.

Healthcare for everyone, and I wouldn’t even have this problem.  No one would.  Sometimes we get things SO WRONG in America. 
Let’s start making it right.

Thank You and God Bless You!!!
Love,
George

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