So one of the girls that I care about so much pretty much just told me to go fuck off, well she told me that she found out she liked this kid named RJ or whatever but said I hope we can still be friends, what I think is how rude.

There are people that always say they are thinking but I call it being stupid or whining about how they hope everything is ok and how they hope there life is going to be alright or how there life sux and she is not happy or he is not happy. Dude if they were not happy with you they would not be with you. And even if they were going to brake up with you would rather just sit there whining or be able to hold her for the last time.

See with me I did get to hold Chelsea one last time so I dont regret it, but I do regret just sitting there and letting Alex just slip away, I do regret thinking that Lauren is not happy with me and not getting to hold her and tell her I loved her one more time. Would I go back with her? No not right now. But I would give up anything to be with Alex or Chelsea again.

What I am trying to say is dont be afraid of what will happy or might happy take everything as it will not be there tomorrow and show everyone with it or that person means to you.

I Love You All,

Tony Floyd