Things are just crazy beyond belief. I don't know how much more we can take. I mean Derrick lost his job when the car got repo'd and even though we r on welfare, we have nothing. We lost all of our stuff to the storage people. There is no words to explain how we feel. Depressed, anxious, deprived, lost, overwhelmed...none of these even begin to cover it.

I just hope we dont have to struggle forever. I am trying to be strong but the urge to go out and find a way to use is becoming very intense for me.

Please put us in your prayers that our times of trouble end soon, for our sanity's sake.


UPDATE 7/21/09 : We did manage to pay for June. but if we dont pay by August 5th we will loose everything! All because soem people won't even help those they claim to love with even $5-$10 a week!