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City: DETROIT
State: Michigan
Country: US
Signup Date: 4/27/2005

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Monday, February 27, 2006 

Current mood:  drained

usually i dont do the blog thing...but i figured talking to no one in particular would be better than talking to no one at all. im tired...both physically and mentally...ive reached my breaking point. i came home this morning to find out that my aunt(who means soooo much to me)isnt doing too good. her lupus is acting up again...this time bad. she has a bad kidney infection,and im like..."damn...didnt i just go through this shit a week ago with dilla???" i cant take it again.i dont know what i would do without her...her birthday is two days after mine,and i didnt even call her this year because i was too busy with my "rap life." on top of that,im sick of this "rap life"...literally. ive been trying to break into the game professionally for 10 years now...10 years!!!! im only 25...but i look like im 35...and i feel like im 45!!! its become more and more of a task to get motivated to do this....and i dont know if i can keep being an optimist when time isnt slowing down to work with me. sometimes...i just wish i was regular. 9 to 5,mortgage,and a station wagon. i love all the people ive come across(some more than others)whether good or bad. i just dont know what to do...or how to do it. i need to go to church. sorry for ranting,but my cuz maestro from silent riot said it would make me feel better...guess what cuz...it doesnt...not at all.......................................................................................................

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1 4 K T

 

Sometimes words can make someone feel better and sometimes they cant, but imall try. I dont really know you that well...I only know you through music homey and being a fan, but I dont know that me and you are both human being that go through similiar things. If you heard it a million times...imall tell you one mo time. God the is Healing... Strength... Truth....Motivation.... Understanding....Inspiration...Everything that you need. If you dont build and put God as the foundation for anything that you plan on pursuing in your life, then it will ALWAYS not work out. When life gets real....f the "rap life" and handle ya biz....but definitely talk to God about everything and He will DEFINITELY tell you the answers....peace..

 

KT


 
Posted by 1 4 K T on Tuesday, February 28, 2006 - 6:58 AM
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1 4 K T

 
I mean to say "I do know that me and you are human beings"...my bad...writing off emotion sometimes words dont come out correct....
 
Posted by 1 4 K T on Tuesday, February 28, 2006 - 6:59 AM
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THC

 

marv, hey im sorry to hear about ur aunt bro, i understnad the stress as far as thats concerned, you cant let it get to u, i konw its alot easier said then done but you cant worry about things you cant control. my sister died of cancer 5 years ago and that was really hard for me as well.. now for me i dont beleive in god or the devil..so that wasn't my choice of serenity becuz "if you dont beleive it 100% you will not feel any better" thats for real. alls im sayin is use what you beleive in to help the stress. every time u reach a breaking point you have to change up the way u do it if the old ways arnt werkin sometimes u dont feel like making the effort cuz like u said ur exhausted mentally and physically i feel u there too.. when theres no time for mourning when a loved one passes and another is sick ur brains gonna go into defense mode where u think everythings falling but trust me im 25 too and ive felt like ive been past 40 since my 16 bday... im a  addict/stress counciler for people that need to be locked down for the shit i talk to them and help them where i can i do this for free in my local area so if you ever need somebody to talk to or anything man you always got me, my best wishes to your aunt

ur friend tom


 
Posted by THC on Tuesday, February 28, 2006 - 1:43 PM
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MAGNETIC

 

"life" i feel exactly the same way.  and your aunt is in my prayers. 

                                    your a good guy marv. im glad i know you.


 
Posted by MAGNETIC on Wednesday, March 01, 2006 - 4:19 AM
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Awesome K had more amps, get in bitch...

 
Life is "some hoes" sometimes but people who work 9 to 5 hate their lives and see no light at the end of the tunnel. It's about balance. Work hard play hard. And of course jit hard a la the footage on my page.
 
Posted by Awesome K had more amps, get in bitch... on Friday, March 03, 2006 - 4:52 PM
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DELETE THIS PAGE PLEASE AND THANK YOU!! elsie

 

lIFE is what u make it. Take time for self and be ur top proiority. U cant give from an empty cup bebe. Replinish however u can.and u got tha number,stop actin like u dont!love u fa real:)


 
Posted by DELETE THIS PAGE PLEASE AND THANK YOU!! elsie on Wednesday, March 15, 2006 - 6:54 PM
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Mutha

 
hope your feeling better now marv
 
Posted by Mutha on Friday, May 05, 2006 - 7:02 PM
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GUARDIAN LEEP

 

JOIN THE CLUB!!!

U CAN'T STOP CONTRIBUTING BECAUSE, IT'S US, THE SILENT SOLDIERS OF HIP-HOP, THAT KEEP THIS CULTURE ALIVE & HEALTHY, AND WE ARE MILLIONS!!!


 
Posted by GUARDIAN LEEP on Monday, May 22, 2006 - 3:37 PM
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Cream of Beats / Eight-O-Eight Magazine

 
Just be easy Marv.  This music shit is something that you can't rush.  Believe me, you've been at it longer than I have, but I've learned that you have to enjoy and love what your doing first.  After that, nothing else really matters.  If it's destined for you to get on, then it will happen, and it doesn't matter where you live, failure can happen anywhere, and success is the same way.  Don't chase the dream, let it find you.  Wack dudes like lil Romeo going platinum doesn't make things better, but there is an advantage to waiting.  Your still young.. give it time.
 
Posted by Cream of Beats / Eight-O-Eight Magazine on Monday, May 22, 2006 - 7:46 PM
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FaRrAh,sTraNGe

 
wow,i dont know what to say .firstly i hope your aunt is doing well i know also that you wrote this in feb .so i wish we could have been friends then so i could comfort you ,rub you on the back and let you know baby its going to be ok .
 
Posted by FaRrAh,sTraNGe on Tuesday, June 13, 2006 - 3:39 AM
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queenredbull..C.W.L.

 
My sister has lupus too. She always has her up and downs. WE are SOOOOOOO close and it wiould kill me if I lost her, I know how you feel. It seems like she is always in an out the hospital. I will keep your aunt in my prayers.
 
Posted by queenredbull..C.W.L. on Wednesday, September 12, 2007 - 12:00 PM
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Wobble GFX
Hi Haters

 
hope things get better 4 you and your family fast...never let life get you down...i just lost my grandmother 2 cancer that she was fighting for 17 years...and as far as the music goes...fuck the haters...you still got people that love your tracks...you the reason i started rappin...i aint no star but i still do the shit cause its in me...you got it in you 2...dont ever give up!!!...some of us respect you 4 bein a MC and not just a battle rapper...keep doin your thing...THEY CANT HOLD THE REAL 1'S BACK 4 EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
Posted by Wobble GFX on Wednesday, October 31, 2007 - 12:04 AM
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@MALAKITHEMOSTHI

 
damn near three years and you still kickin em in the head! (AND A BEARD TO SHOW FOR IT, LOLOLOLOLOLOL) CANT STOP WONT STOP!!!
 
Posted by @MALAKITHEMOSTHI on Wednesday, February 18, 2009 - 4:42 AM
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