I finally got a job, It's as a receptionist in an office, The pay is lousy but it pays the bills, I also had my first audition it's for a play off Broadway but that's okay at least it's a start, Things are starting to come together for me, now if I could only find someone to share it with, Life would be almost perfect.

Valerie came down for the weekend, We hit all the local hotspots, and danced til dawn, We reminisced about when we were kids, and talked about her time living in Beverly Hills, The conversation of course came around to Dylan and Kelly, It was nice to have someone to talk to that has the same feelings as I do on that subject, Brandon tries to be supportive but I always feel like I have to be careful about what I say or in what context I say it because even after all this time I know he still has feelings for Kelly.

Between my job and getting a part in a play it just doesn't seem like I have much time for myself, For the last month or so I have been playing phone tag with my family and friends, Hopefully one of these days things will settle down a bit.

I ran into someone tonight that I haven't seen or even thought about in years, Rick, I was walking out of a coffee shop when he was walking in, Actually to be honest he more or less ran me over, He was too busy looking down at a wall street journal to pay attention to where he was walking, He caused me to drop my coffee, I was almost ready to tear into him when he finally looked up and I looked into his eyes, Oh god those eyes, I had forgotten how you could almost get lost in those eyes, Rick stammered out an apology at first until he realized it was me, Then he just smiled and said well I suppose I owe you a cup of coffee don't I? So we went back into the coffee shop and talked for hours, He told me about his two failed marriages and how he ended up living in New York working on Wall Street, I told him about almost marrying Stuart in college, and living in London, and why I was back in the states now, It was nice catching up with him, We exchanged phone numbers to keep in touch, Who knows maybe he's just the guy to come and sweep me off my feet.