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Brenda DeJardin



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Status: Single
Country: US
Signup Date: 1/2/2007
Monday, August 25, 2008 

Current mood:  indescribable

I'm watching an info-mercial about hair care. This blog has really nothing to with that, OK? I'm blogging about important things here.

Sometimes late at night I get this high feeling. I dont know where it comes from but my insides seem to float around inside me and I feel giddy and I smile for no reason at at. And then I start to roam around the house looking for something meaningful and important to do. And I want to affect the world and  and the sad people and lonely people in some really loving way. My sister says I'm an ass kisser, but while that may be true, I really love people. Yes. If you are reading this, I love you.And I am sending out love your way. Do you feel it? It's so Groovy.  And I think  alot about how to connect with people and I feel their pain sometimes. Sometimes I feel too much pain and I feel foolish about letting too much of my energy go into  it.  And if I let myself go and just do and say what  I want according to how I feel  sometimes people freak out and I end up alienated from them and I achieve exactly the opposite of what i set out to do. WTF.

My little sausage-dog is snoring on the love seat. His mouth is partially open and his tounge is sticking out between his walrus lips. I want to kiss his sweet flat face, but I am allergic to him. I get hives on my lips that swell up and make me look like a boxer that lost the fight. I hope that he doesn't lick my mouth because maybe I'd get worms.

This is the summation of my life. A little girl once told a friend of mine that she licked a dogs butt and got worms.  She giggled and said the worms tickled her butt when they came out. I guess there is a silver lining to every cloud. Her Dad told her to shut up

I'm still feeling the god aweful huge LOVE. I wish I were more talented so I could do something fabulous with it.

I guess I'll just go to bed and dream..... dream.... dreammmmmm........


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