I've been watching all sorts of things on youtube including all those music videos I have always wanted to see but don't have time to wait for them to show up on MTV or Channel V. And youtube made my day yesterday when I was able to find the very last five minutes of Six Feet Under Finale. I watched the last season on DVD. Unfortunately, the last five minutes of the very last episode skipped on my DVD player and yes, I didn't know what really happened after watching the whole season.

It was a great way to end the story. Time is fast forwarded and we felt as if we were taken to the future to see these characters' last moments. I like the idea of the scene when the characters were about to die, they saw their loved ones. Although we never know what will really happen on our last second in this life, it's very comforting to think that death will take you to meet your loved ones who passed away.

Life is a journey. One night my mother was saying that we are, after all, living all our lives towards the very last moment in this world. But she's not sad or depressed. She lives her everyday life actively while some of our neighbors her age give up on living happily. And that's the strength I admire in her.