thinkin bout how it is and how it should be realizing its my life and how i live it is up to me not waitin for a handout cause in the end nothins free so i keep my mind focused on da good an not worry bout da bad cause its just another memory of da past and i feel like da past can just kiss my ass imma make it without u u wasnt the 1 for me just another steppin stone i had to get through 1 of many it will take to meet da girl whos love is true never to fade no matta da shit we go through so imma wipe my eyes take a deep breath and save my love fa da 1 i marry till death do us part but untill then imma live 1 day at a time savin my tears for da 1 who is worth da cryin and feels da same about me and would always be mine thinkin bout u kinda makes me sick rememberin how ud lie about anything even bullshit so i gotta clear my mind and hold my head high cause i will have someone who loves me the day that i die real love not hope or faith that 1 day i will change 1 dat loves me for me and wants me to always stay the same during every fight never pointing the finger of blame knowin it takes 2 to argue bout anything 1 that would rather be with me on valitines day and not at bestbuy buyin a computer thinkin its just a game for these reasons is why i have to change for me but really imma be the same cause in da end i am me and i dont wanna change!!!!!!!!!peace