Hi everyone!

       As I write I am thinking what should I title this blog since as of right now this is not exactly a "New Music Update"?! 


Anyway, ok so just letting everyone know what is going on with me/music! Right now the music/record is still on hold but I am always writing constantly! It never stops even in dreams I have song ideas coming through! Though I must admit at times I am too lazy to get up, turn the Blackberry on and record the melody and I have run out of space on my little digital recorder! Ok, so I am taking a brief break from focusing on the record aside from writing as I think I need to take a step back and look at the bigger picture here! I've been spending so much time and energy on trying to find a "VC" to give the record wings that in my obsession I couldn't see that I just needed to take a step back and do something that could and I like to say will change my life! Through these past months I have encountered many a manager, agent, etc and through all of these people I was ignored for the most part! I mean you get the occasional person that goes on about my talent but they don't show me anything to back up the emotion in which they are displaying so that in and of itself is worthless to me! Ok, so to make this not too long I will be taking a trip in December which was previously November but plans change and things had to be rearranged but thats life and I am quite fine with it as what doesn't kill you makes you stronger! Ok, so the trip is happening in December and I couldn't be anymore excited! This is one of those 'change your name and things will happen" type situations or at least thats what I am hoping will be! Its a huge risk that I haven't taken in regards to my career in music for quite some time but I feel it is much needed and I am ready for it and I think the possibilites are gargantua's! Ok, so when I get back which will likely be early 2010 I will fill you on the music happenings and what the ultimate plan will be! Until then I want to wish you all a fantastic "Holiday" season whatever your faith/religion is and I will be speaking to you next year!

               Be Well

                     Tamayu