i want a haircut. i have alot of extrra hair in the back that i left for pigtails, but not i cant find my rubber bands for them and i never put it up. I will find a way to do it this week but as soon as i can i want to cut  it off again. Not all bald and 'dyke' looking this time, mostly short on the sides, leaving my bangs and shorter on the top and back. Partially it is because I'm bored, but part of it is also my little personal quest. I can't explain it but the movie 'Thirteen' reaffirmed it for me a while ago. I dont know if i could ever have long hair again. maybe bangs but the back will probably be short. I dont even know why im writing this, it made sense a minute ago. im sick of my frumpy head and i want my sexy head back.