There's been so much going on lately I'm amazed I'm actually being able to somehow cope with it all.

Last time I wrote here was last summer, and I brought good news as Gazette's Europe tour had just been announced. I finally managed to go through the whole tour, which meant travelling around Europe following them from Berlin to Helsinki, stopping by Cologne, Munich, Paris and London in the way joining the band in each one of their six lives. I must say it was an amazing, unforgetable and hard adventure. Though we had booked hotel rooms most of the days, we only used them to shower, as we stood most of the time on the street keeping the line for the live, which, of course, meant spending the night sitting on the not-so-comfortable floor under the not-actually-kind-at-all winter weather that got us all frozen and wet due to the lovely rain and snow which kept us company almost all the time. But overall, we made it through and I can personally say everything was worthwhile and I have no regrets about it. I want to thank Gazette for coming and I encourage them to come back this year.

After coming back from the tour, everything's turned up crazy and almost nothing but shit has happened. And with shit I mean amazingly fucking damn shit. Problems have kept appearing everywhere and I don't think anything can surprise me anymore. I really believe I'm prepared for anything that may come.

It's been four months already since all the mess started and I still haven't got a rest. Life can surely be cocky. It stands against you at the most unexpected time and throws away everything you have. And there's a moment where you're suddenly tired of trying to find the reasons or the solutions or who's at fault and who's not. You're tired and you need to set your mind at rest. Fuck everyone and fuck everything. Fuck off. Turn off the lights, close the door and lock the windows. That time where you'd rather not give a shit about anything. Because you know no one can help you, but yourself. The trouble comes when you're not even in the mood for it.

Ah, that's life. Sweet and beautiful as a heap of rubbish.