.....pissed.

Don’t really know why, but when things smell like a fish, it’s probably cuz it’s fishy.

God give me all the words that come out of my mouth, and lead me with your will, and not my own selfish assumptions.

I suppose some people just don’t realize when they could be a splinter under the skin of a certain relationship or process. I’m sure I’m guilty as charged in other similar situations, but you never realize usually.

This summer all around is going to be exciting, but extremely difficult at the same time.....that is if the bank doesn’t come after me with a shot gun.

Me of all people knows that God provides. Which brings me to another idea Ryan......

This is just a strange time in my walk with God. It feels strange. Not really different.....just strange. I know that sounds silly, but it’s the only way I can describe it. And it’s not really the relationship that seems strange, but everything surrounding my relationship with God that feels strange. And I’ve left myself more in a cloud on the whole ordeal than when I started.

All I know is that I have alot more things I would like to say, but I wont and I can’t. They aren’t appropriate, and like everything else that happens to me, I’m supposed to keep it in hiding. And thats that, before I spill my heart out........