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City: BROOKLYN/BRONX
State: New York
Country: US
Signup Date: 5/1/2005

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i would but damn thats too far..

i woke up and i though on my peoples and how blessed i am i have some of the aspiring ambitious guys around me..these guys are machines warriors..when 1 is down no 1 lets him staydown..dudes will check u and dont care about being politically correct..if u off u off..its no u off and we gonna keep u around cuz we need u..naw homie u off...thats real..so its respect..the other aspect is how far guys are willing to go for eachother...

.i know my boy gooch since 90.Me and Gooch argue bout everything..but its respect..Gooch is 1 of those guys with a good heart family man team player..u have an idea gooch is like lets do it..we can make it work..thats the productive energy..rarely would u here a complaint from the gooch and he is prosperous...The thing thats funny is me and gooch are like polar opposites..we agree to disagree..i enjoy arguing with da gooch cuz we learn..gooch is the guy u use to test all your theories cuz u know he disagrees with everytning u gotta say.or u really gotta try hard to convince him..iron sharpens iron..if gooch wasnt there to argue with i wouldnt know half of what i know..

  This dude rock(rockwell p jones)is a machine.Ambitious lets do it attitude.rock may not be the most vocal but i seen this dude grind..Put together his own tv show despite no 1 there or even believing in him..I watched this guy sit in my house and edit stuff not knowing how to fully work da equipment while i sleep talk on the sidekick make food.(when i make food and they ask i be like yo man u know where da fridge is u make it).The man  taught himself.i may assist here and there but this dude had da drive..and worst of all.he worked and lost full projects.imagin workin half a year or however then the harddrive and computer erases all your info.you lose everything..man it happened..everything gone..the average joe would just kick da bucket..trust me..especially if money on da line..its a hard thing when u workin and u not gettin paid till u done..u basically workin 4 free..and way Rock is 1 of those dudes despite adversity he knows something gotta give..i seen Rock drive 19 hours str8 no sleep..when we went the fl..Rock is the official driver that dude is an animal behind da wheel..all spirit..when u see sum1 do that thats not to be taken lightly especially when u sleepin and relaxing..Them dudes are animals man machines

  M boy diff.My boy Diff is the extreme version of me..i feel like he is me times 10 in the fact diff dont give a f@ck.me i kinda give  fck.i dont know how to explain it..Some ppl think Dee is and asshole or just extreme.But i know him and he smart..The reason why we click is cuz we have respect 4 eachother and diff dont respect alot of ppl..I dont know if u can relate to what kinda cat im talkin bout here..But he is the most animated with the exception of me..When i started messing with Dee i was forming my company and brazil brang him thru..we had a talk etc..Diff came in with virtually no skills..but ready to learn or do what he can..I rap and produce.etc..Dee rap but the way we rap and dee rap totally diff.so as usual the common yo be u wack u know what u wack naw we gonna do this etc etc was there..not alot of ppl can stand my criticizing..im a bit harse..but dont worry diff is as real and he would say it back.the difference is i respected his opinion..Cuz i know it was genuine from his heart.he not sayin it cuz he hating.He mean naw homie that right there im not feeling.i dont know if any1 knows how to tell the diff..The whole thing is we knew we were a team and that as a team we had to check each other and emotions got left at the door..so if u was sensitive you couldnt really be around us..Anyway as the group i gave Diff the task of yo u the manager..diff never managed shyt in his life at least i dont think..not to mention people viewed him as an angry knuckle head..In so much words that not what most ppl would have done.You would assume becuz he is 1 way he cant handle biz..But i believed in that guy..Diff became a manager overnite becuz he already had it in him..soon we bookin 3 shows a nite..we was doing mad local shows all kinda opportunities.id call dee 7am every morning yo blah blah blah..it was no yo man its 7am im sleepin..naw he was ready cuz he knew our future depends on it..needless to say diff is a character and charismatic and tho he wasnt the best actor he started messing with colledge radio t.v and got in a movie that is in blockbuster now ghetto dog 2...just of moving and taking advantage of the moment..dee is and example of a dude with nuttin that made sumthing..

  Me an brazil have a funny bond..But when we work together things get done..Besides gooch Brazil is the second guy i argue with the most.But its never to the level.ometimes im wrong sometimes he wrong.u only realize after u check urself etc or the council goes yo y.b u was off..But brazil teaches me alot of patience and that u wont see eye wih every1..buit also give ppl a time to grow..i learned alot from him knowing that i may be older but the man has to go thru his own experiences..he is a real smart dude..very ambitious..brazil makes shyt happen..u get a call yo we going here or there..chances is he may have set it up..the thing with brazil no matter what he coms thru..he plays an integral part..many times my boy would break out and be like im doing my own thing..but u kinda miss him..He is the balance to our extreme personalities.he is the other voice..the guy that disagrees..you need that in your circle..its the other yin to the yang..hes an aries they are bossy..but brazil is my dude and he can chef up a good meal..this guy is the official crew chef..........

  My man sinai we dont see each other everday but i can say that dude is ambitious and by far surprised me and inspired me..As again this is 1 of the dudes when u rapping u tend tell tell every1 naw son that naint hot..rappers and producers are the worst..we listen from a rapper producer point of view.naw u couldve flipped this sylibale or yor hi-hat is off etc.THINGS NORMAL PPL DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT..I remember 1 time i said sum shit and this is 1 of those kinda break your spirit kill or be killed no 1 gives a fuck about u in the world u gotta do for yourself and shine or else u wont come to peoples minds speech..its hard to put in words but to hear it from me u gotta understand thats the kill your spirit speech only a strong individual can survive after that speech..anyway my man sinai i seen the man go in the studio when no 1 is there record himself..i mean run in the both and outside and engineer himself.may no 1 understands that.but honestly thats some crazy shit..cuz u half to set the beat then run in the booth shut the door put on the headphones and rhyme in like maybe 6 seconds...but he did it..reason being no 1 really wanted to contribute to his project so he did it himself..he learned to stand on his own..he didnt sit down and cry about who said this or that..he like yo build it and they shall come..sinai is 1 of the few guys u can kick it to on the higher level..he young and very very ambitious..hardworker too..i seen the dude killing o.t everyday im like damn this nigga slaving..man but the gwop was another level..time and a half..killing em..after seeing this guy work hard im like yo naw my mind need to fix im not going hard enuff..i gotta go hard these dudes is doing extra credit..like i sdaid i dont know if u could relate but the dude makes sure its no reason he cant get it..he is out there workin hard and i see him..

  all my boys will say i moved them and say great this about me..but honestly they really dont know i need them as much as they need me..they give me the push..despite adversity them dudes will keep it going..no blaming complaining..just aight lets do it..those are just a few of the stand up niggaz i know..for real..iu dont feel i could possibly go wrong god has put me around so many diverse but ambitious individuals each with thier own personality..these guys never say i would do it but thats to far.its no conditions..they go to the extremes 4 thier dreams.i know guys who wouldnt come to my house to work on sumthing cuz they in bk and im in da bx..They like the bronx thats far..thats basically why they didnt really go anywhere in  life..everything to far..they nwould but its too much..each 1 of these guys are exceptional men..respect these men they are real men..

 

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missing my fam bam like hell

 
datz sum deep shit bro for real though
 
Posted by missing my fam bam like hell on Sunday, July 22, 2007 - 4:15 AM
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Knightingail

 
Yes I totally agree with you bro-esp with Gooch and Roc cuz I rememeber the arguments u had with Gooch and I remember how hard Roc use to work and how tired he was. I love you so much and miss you more everyday.
 
Posted by Knightingail on Wednesday, July 25, 2007 - 11:08 PM
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