I have always been a dreamer rather than a risk taker. Ive always been one to never go out and seek adventure, new change, or the act of trying something new and different. Ive learned alot about myself in the many years of growing up into a young adult so far and Ive realized Im learning to love my life, myself, and what trying to accomplish in life. Im even learning to love my body (which has always been a conflict with myself in life) I went to the port aranas beach in corpus christi tx, and I felt the sand in my feet, the wind in my face, the ocean through my body. As I sat there I realized life goes on, people move on and go on with their own lives. Ive always tried to keep a hold on people so I would always have someone there. Ive always been afraid of change, living miles away from my mother, feeling and ending up being alone, but Im not that scared boy anymore. Im becoming a strong, hardworking, fearless young man. Moving to San antonio so far has been good, it hasn't been great, but its nothing to complain about. I want to make my living there for the next six months comfortable and an experience for me. I want to let life happen for and to me. I want to let the people come into my life when they do. I want to let relationships happen when i least expect them to. I want to seek forth the things i want while Great things come along as well. I want to see how much Ill grow within myself and for myself. And i will. Things will happen and i cant wait til they do. But wait, this doesn't mean Im forgetting about my old friends, current friends, or most importantly my family. I could never drop anyone I greatly care about or love so much like that. I never forget anyone. But the greatest things have yet to happen for me and ready to see what they are and experience them for myself.