I love everyone.

Don't forget that.

Please don't forget that.

But something I am coming to find:

As you personally come to greater heights - attaining higher levels of responsibilty, knowledge, control, and ability - you see everything from a newer more causative viewpoint.

Now, as this is happening and those around you aren't as well being empowered with such an undertaking, you begin to find that it becomes a waste of time - not being connected to these people forsay - but, having to handle them a certain way as to not upset or press any buttons, talk to them so as not to activate ser-facs, reactions, and you end up finding out that the attitude accompanied with whatever level of confront (or nonconfront), ability (or lack of deciding ownership), and perception... well.

When you start developing blind spots you tend to drop responsibilities and piece together mechanisms of confront.


Now, I find my problem in a Q and A of this:

Do I want to continue in this direction, going about it in such a way that I have been fighting, fighting for continually, to wait and hold on for others to catch up?

Well.

The real Q and A is can I trust these "others" to A) have an intention to "catch up" and B) do they have the ability at this point in time to first cognite and then have a want and intention to do the latter.


Now I try not to sound like an asshole but I know what I want and I cannot trust those who say they have the same purposes hiding an inner questioning of themselves and what they want to do.

And if your answer is simply that you know you don't want to do anything in life - you just want to hang free and go with the flow -
Then I am sorry but you have a long way to go.