There is a thing I have come to notice in my life that I can not express to anyone close to me. They would not understand my predicament and would probably laugh at my childishness in the matter. Love had been ultimately what I sought even at a young age. I have been through many boyfriends looking for the love I sought out in my heart. When I came across the myspace of a guy that at first I only admired him for his looks I added him thinking he was not going to accept it. To my surprise he added me and even if he was not on myspace a lot he would still talk to me on and off. I held it in not telling him that I had actually came to like not just his looks but his personality as well. I did not have to tell him, he asked me and we have been dating since. Even if it is over myspace and messenger I have come to know him even more and the truth is I do not want to see myself with anyone but him. It hurts yes, having to wait for him not knowing whats going on and not knowing wether or not his love is true like he says it is. But I have faith in him and I love him with all my heart and even if we cant talk to eachother I will wait. I explained this to my mom who has pestered me for months to move on and get a boyfriend "closer to home." But the truth is I can not bring myself to do that. My mom calls me a foolish child but inside I see myself with him no matter what the consequences. Is childishness really it or is this something else?