So some of you already know but for those of you who don't I lost my Jason on February 8th.  He just went to sleep and drifted away peacefully.  He fought long and hard and was an inspiration to anyone who came into contact with him even if it was just for 2 minutes.  He would go out (in wheelchair with yarmulke and tallis on) so people would know that no matter what you have going on you can still move forward and do the things you need to do everyday.  We had a love that I thought only existed in movies or t.v., certainly didn't expect to find that in the real world but all I can say is that I am lucky and blessed to know a love like the one we have (will always have).  The girls and I are doing okay and I promised Jason that I would be okay and make sure the girls are okay so that is what I am trying to do.  Keep my promise to him and keep on keepin on.  Thank you for all the patience and thoughts and prayers that have come our way.  I appreciate them more than I can say.  Life is precious and it's a gift ....I finally realized that I can have bad days and not be a horrible person for it just know that it was a bad moment and pick yourself up and move on. I learned so much from Jason..how to be stronger, how to really love and how to just be me and know that that is good enough.  xoxo to everyone and I hope that life is good and if it isnt' then do what you have to to make sure it is because we only get one shot at this particular life so make the best of it okay :)  Take care.
Love,
Melodie