Thoughts, 01/30/07, 01:30am

Is there any use in what I'm doing?

Is this the way to happiness?

Could it be that it will destroy me?

Am I doing any good to me?

Have I asked me what I want?

Do I know what I want?

What do they think of me?

Do I ridicule myself?

Am I just running behind things that are so far away that I will never get them?

What am I doing?

What should I do?

Can I do it?

Can I be happy?

Do I want to be happy?

Am I afraid of being happy?

Am I afraid of depending?

Am I afraid?

How will I end up?

Do I work hard enough?

Will I ever get what I want?

Is not giving up the right way?

Shouldn't I let things go, and people?

Will I see then who comes back?

Will anyone come back?

Am I afraid that no-one will come back?

What if no-one comes back?

What will happen if I never let people go?

Will I push them away from me?

Will I end up alone?

How would others act?

Can I let the people go who dominated my life up to now?

Wouldn't it be let go of my life?

If I let go of my life, will a life come back?

Am I dead if no life comes back ??

Am I dead if nothing comes back ??

Am I dead if no-one comes back ??