hey guys!

summer holidays are almost over and i'm looking forward to go back to school. There happened so many things over the last few weeks. good things, bad things, unneccessary things and things i won't miss.
i don't really know what to write in here, because i'm really tired and really confused. watched p.s. i love you and cried almost during the whole movie. this movie is soooo cute. i asked myself if there is the real true love out there? i don't know, haven't found true love yet.
the last real boyfriend i had was an asshole. he treated me like i'm a piece of shit and he is the king of the world. but we stayed together for almost a year. the sad thing is that i knew he wasn't the one i really love. i know, this sounds like, afterwards i know everything better, but i swear i knew it from the moment i saw him the first time. of course he was cute, but he said some stupid things like, i wanna show you my love, let's have some sex and i'll show it. Oh my gosh, do you guys really think this thing works? NO IT DOESN'T!!!!!
I think i'm a really stupid girl. I just want a guy who treats me the right way and who is my own prince charming, like the guys in the movies. i think this could work, of course, there will be differences and fights between the ones who are in love with each other, but in the end, everything will be alright.
[i should stop watching such movies!]

i'll go to bed now! write to you soon... (maybe next month!)

*smile*

p.s. i love you