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Jacob Barfield


Last Updated: 11/30/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 18
Sign: Aries

City: North fort myers
State: Florida
Country: US
Signup Date: 1/21/2007
November 17, 2009 - Tuesday 
OK i've been thinkin for awhile now.... Im going into the army but i'm starting this relationship with Leah. Now i care about her, but its been weighing on my mind alot lately when i leave what will happen? I mean i care about her but at the same time is it right for me to make her wait for me? I mean is it a little cruel to put her through the pain of staying up all night worrying? My mom was a military wife she's told me about how lonely it can be. And about how stressful it is. SO what do i do?  I mean we are still way into the early stages of our relationship theirs only 8 months till i leave for basic training. Is that enough time to build a strong enough bond? I'm just asking because I don't want to hurt her... or maybe i just don't want to get hurt... Is it my own insecurity? I guess maybe my question is will I be ready to trust? I guess only time will tell....



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