In the light of consciousness all sorts of things happen and one need not give special importance to any.
The sight of a flower is as marvelous as the vision of God. Let them be. Why remember them and then make memory into a problem? Be bland about them; do not divide them into high and low, inner and outer, lasting and transient.
Go beyond, go back to the source,
go to the self that is the same whatever happens.
Your weakness is due to your conviction that you were born into the world. In reality the world is ever recreated in you and by you.
See everything as emanating from the light
which is the source of your own being.
~Nisargadatta