So, it has been months since I've last updated.  I just got a new computer today and now I'm sitting at barnes and noble just taking a breather.  Things these past few months have been wild so much stuff has happened that I think this blog would end up being 100 pages long if I tried to explain it all. 

I'm still unlucky in the job search and it really sucks.  I just put in four apps today so maybe I will hear something back from one of them.  One of the jobs said no visible tattoos, so I guess I kinda know I won't be getting that one. Heh. 

I've had a bad case of the blahs here lately.  It's like instead of sunshiny days my days are partly cloudy with a chance of rain.  And I kinda wish that those clouds would go ahead and part.

I lost my grandad earlier this month and it has been tough to deal with, it is still bothering.  I feel like I haven't had the proper chance to even grieve yet, but I guess that will come with time. 

My dad has been clean now for nearly three months and thats the longest he's been sober in years honestly.  He just got out of rehab two weeks ago and he is staying with mom and me.  That arrangement is working out a little better than I thought, even though both of them together are making me a bit crazy.  But if they didn't I guess then that wouldn't be too normal. 

Anywho, I just wanted to give a little update on what has been going on here lately.

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