I am so sick and tired of people telling me everything is going to be alright. It isnt alright, it isnt going to be alright.

I hate fucking liars..oh, we can guarantee this, or we will get you the help you need to do that...and then in the long run its, there is nothing we can do for you, you have to do it all your own.

So basically I AM all alone...Ive got no one in the fucking world to help me..No one cares enough to fucking listen without their Bias Bullshit....

I am about to give up on the whole thing and say fuck it...take her away because I cant deal with this shit anymore!!!

Someone tried to fucking kill me, and she gets more shit then I do. She gets lawyers, and councilors, and gets to lie to a judge and everything is ok...oh no not the victims fuck the victims they dont need help..they are after all still alive right!!!

HOW ABOUT FUCK THE STATE OF WASHINGTON!!!!!