Well, I noticed my blog section was sad and missed me.  So... here I am.  Sitting in my freshly cleaned room. Just thinking about the past few months.  Emotions are changing like gas prices and my family is... well... going through some pretty tough stuff.  What we thought was a large cyst turned out to be cancer.  Ovarian Cancer.  Wow.  I couldnt say it for about three weeks.  My mom has cancer.  It doesnt seem possible.But... we are making it through.  I take mom for blood work in the morning and it seems like things between us are better than they have ever been.  I told her the other day that I was glad she was my mom and that I was able to be with her to see her through this.  She has been the most amazing person through it all... even as we stood over the sink and ran our fingers through her her as it just fell out into our hands..  What a thing to have to experience.  I used to think how terrible it would be to have to go through that... But thinking about it and seeing it first hand... two very different things.  She really has changed my life.  In a very dramatic way.  What an amazing woman. 

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carrie