today eye miss thunderstorms

I miss the sound of the thunder rumbling up to make those unaware uneasy.

the rain on the roof and windows

still waiting on snow
people are wearing shorts and t-shirts

Im trying to free up from self-indulgence, smoking too much,  dont want to isolate myself,  it just takes me a little time to meditate.  I dont want to hide.

righters block is subtle.  I havent been writing or righting, too much fighting,  everybodys got a problem, and their problem is my problem, 

THE #1 REASON PEOPLE GET MAD:
   Loss of control

dont get mad about things.  its all beyond our control anyway,  chill the fock out

so many negative energies, I cant see the positive ones well.

it should not take a jolt to wake me up,  I'll find my light within and shine out and shine in, to and from the source,  yin and yang things

positive and negative balance the threshold.

everything is everything