THE WORLD HAS TURNED ITS BACK ON ME YET AGAIN...

...SO I HAVE TURNED MY BACK ON THE WORLD... THE PEOPLE I HELD DEAR IN MY LIFE REMAIN IN SILENCE THRU DA NITE, MY ENEMIES GROW TENFOLD, & THEY MAKE ME ONLY SEEK ISOLATION...EVERY TIME THIS HAPPENS IT ONLY GETS HARDER TO ENDURE...IS IT BAD TO SPEAK MY MIND & EXPRESS MY FEELINGS? IF YOU CAN NO LONGER MAKE ME SMILE THEN NEITHER CAN I...ONCE U MEANT THE WORLD & THE WORLD MADE ME SMILE LIKE I DID TO 2 WORLD...NOW ITS GONE LIKE I LOST MY TOUCH...MY ONLY INTENTION WAS TO UNLEASH PURITY LIKE NO ONE HAS SEEN OR FELT FOR I AM AS I SAY PURE...LOVE UNCONDITIONAL LIKE MY SPIRIT AND HAPPINESS LIKE THE WORLD DESERVES...ONLY 1 CAN BRING DAT OUT IN ME N SORRY AM I TO SAY I HAVE YET TO FIND DAT 1...GIMME A SIGN OR A HINT DAT I AM ON THE RITE PATH...LEAD ME NOT INTO TEMPTATION...PAIN HAS BECOME MY NEW JOY FOR IT IS ALL I KNOW, JOY HAS BECOME THE PAIN I CANNOT ENDURE THE LACK OF. MY MIND TORMENTED CONFUSED AND NEGLECTED I ASK FOR SALVATION IN ANY MANNER THAT IT MAY COME...SILENCE HURTS...NOT PLEASING THE WORLD HURTS EVEN MORE...IF I CANNOT FIND THE LIGHT THEN I WILL BE FORCED TO STEP INTO DARKNESS N THE RHYTHM SHALL I LOOSE FOREVERMORE...IF YOU ARE READING THIS KEEP AN OPEN MIND AND READ TWICE, U WILL SEE THE REFLECTION WITHIN... I CAN ONLY SAY NOW, FORGIVE ME WORLD, BUT AS U TURN UR BACK ON ME, I WILL WAIT N WHEN I CAN NO LONGER WAIT THAT SHALL BE MY DEPARTURE FOREVERMORE...ALONE AS ONE1, ONE1 IN ALONE...