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Current mood:  depressed
You know what? I'm stressed out. Really. I don't even give a fuck if anybody reads this or not but I need to tell something--or someone--things without them having some sort of advantage over me, so I've come back to my bloggie. At first, you know when you first "fall in love" everything is so perfect and untainted. Then the daily grind sets in and you see that you were in some crazy desperate state of mind to even say hey to the person. Then your priorities get messed up and the people you like the most end up always getting left out. It's like I'm always trying to make somebody happy. And whenever I make a group of people happy, somebody always gets left out. I'm afraid that I'm disappointing the wrong person, over and over and over again. Not once, not twice probably not even ten times. I want that person to know what I truly feel about them. They probably don't know how much I love them since I don't show it much. But if you're reading this. You know who you are. I love you with everything I have. I'm sorry for everything. And I got stressed out yesterday because of some parental problems and I left you alone..again. That I shouldn't have done.
Until Then,
Jess
 | Currently listening:
My Sacrifice
By Creed
Release date: 07 December, 2001 |
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10:39 PM
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