well it's almost 5am and sascha is making a fuss, so i'm getting up. i'm feeling particularly introspective this morning, so here's what's swirling around my head...

i'm trying to figure out what comes next. i never really set out on this whole musical journey with a clear set of plans except to write songs that i love. i've been doing a lot of that over the past months, and i feel like i've written some of my best stuff lately. but with the new baby and all, i had to sell off my recording gear, so i don't have a way to record my new stuff.

side note: if any of you know of a studio who'd be willing to hook me up (like for free) let me know cause i'm dying to get these new tunes out.

now that my son is here, i'm not sure i want to spend the next few years on the road. in fact, i'm pretty sure i don't want that life right now. this is sorta what killed the discussions i was in with the last label, but i'm not going to change my priorities because someone dangles a record deal in front of me. i am who i am and that's okay.

i guess i'm not coming to any solid conclusions right now, but it's good therapy for me to stir this around for a while. i wish i could talk more about "making it big" cause more of this would make sense to you (at least those of you who aren't from canada and haven't already seen the show).

by the way--do you guys like the new profile makeover? i thought it looked pretty dope when it came out. hope you agree 8~)

anyway, thx for all the support--you guys make it all worthwhile!

c*