I dont want to be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone.
I dont want to be that call at 4 o'clock in the mornin, cuz im the only one you know in the world who wont be home.
The sun is blindin, I stay up again, I'am findin that thats not the way i want my story to end.
Im safe up HIGH nothin can touch me. but how do I feel this parties over?
No pain inside, your my protection. but why do I feel this good SOBER?
 
I dont want to be the girl who has to feel the SILENCE, the quiet scares me cuz it screams the truth.
Please dont tell me that we had that conversation. Cuz i wont remember, save your breath cuz whats the use?
The nite is callin, and it Whispers to me softly COME AND PLAY. i'am fallin and if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame.