Just so sick and tired of being sick and tired and mostly sick and tired of the bullshit, the drama, and the hundreds of other things I could list, but won't, because I know it won't make a difference and it won't make them stop. Just want to run (not that I really could - I'd end up flogging myself!)... but you get the idea. Want to run, and hide and not deal with anyone, or anything, or really be any place at all. There are times - many lately - I don't even want to get out of bed, don't want to eat, don't want to see people, don't want to do anything. Just fade away.
I've had enough. I want 'off'.