thanks for you comments guys, too bad you made me feel worse! i cant help the way i feel brit, and i NEVER SAID that you couldnt come to me when you are upset. Acually, i remember telling you that if you are upset and have no one talk to, i am ALWAYS here for you, so dont pull that shit on me!!

and just to clarify, i didnt call you after my eye appointment because: i didnt get home until 5:30, and i had been on a fucking bus all damn day. so i fell asleep on the couch until almost 9 and called marshall. oh ya, and just to let you know, im hangin out with MARSHALL tomorrow, just so you dont try to "make plans with me again"

but ya know what, now you know how I felt when i was single and you and jason were "dating". so i honestly dont feel bad for you

sorry

I know exactly how it feels to not have a best friend ripped away from you.  I haven't had my best friend in almost a year against her and my wishes and I never even got to tell her goodbye.  I'm scared too that if we do ever get the chance to be best friends again, she won't want to or we'll have changed so much that we can no longer relate.  If there's anything I can do, Krista, please tell me.  I'll send you my phone number so if you want, we could talk and maybe do something sometime.  I don't know if it matters or not but I wouldn't judge you.

i know i probably have no right to really be in this..but all i gotta say is that why not leave krista alone with it..i aint choosin sides cuz i dont know the story..understand that too...

but still...ppl write blogs to let out wat they are feeling..to try and vent their anger or pain in a way that wont physically hurt them..and yeah i know some will say that she can write it in a journal not online..well maybe to let it out and sometimes let the person see it is okai..i would know cuz i do the same thing.i let my anger or pain out on my myspace.and i feel i have that right..if she feels that way at that tym...well instead of attackin her for that..why not try to understand her more and help her see that u really want everything to be okai with her..

and everyone knows that everyone has problems to deal with..but thats why we have friends..to be there for them to help them when they are down cuz we know the other would do the same..

all im sayin is..instead of makin her feel worse and makin the drama build..why not either A) be a friend and try and be there for her...or B) shut the fuck up!

its pretty simple aye?

all im sayin is let them deal with it..yeah she posted it for others to see..but u chose to read it..no one really forced u to..and no one really forced u to get involve..let them deal it out..thats all i can say..im not tryin to get involved..i just dont think its right when ppl gang up on one person when it doesnt really involve them...i say let brit and krista deal with this and settle it..

its better than gettin involved...cuz it causes less problems for everyone..and less stress for all..so dont get on my case bout it...and yea i read it..but i wouldnt have said anything at all about it if u guys hadnt attacked her soo much...its just not even fair in general..now if brit had just commented..i woulda left it cuz i know its for them to deal wit...but thats their deal..not mine..just leave em be...

okai..so this is the last thing im gonna say...

but to the girl i dont know and sayin shit about me..pleaes..just be quiet..u really dont know wat your talkin about..yea i said i dont want to get into...and yeah i did post a comment..but apperantly u didnt read it...all i said was that its not right that a bunch of ppl are attackin one person..u might as well go jump her in real life..and we all know thats not a fair fight...and u know wat..this really isnt ur business either cuz it deals with krista and brit..not you..remember that..okai? so please..if ur gonna say shit about me..at least make sure your right...thats all i ask..especially if u really dont know a person...like callin me a dyke..oh wow dont u feel better insulting a person you dont know..especially over the internet...cuz thats just retarded..no i didnt really insult you..if i really wanted to..i just do it to your face if i knew you.but i dont..soo no real reason to try to since well..u dont matter..

and to brit..i understand wat your saying..and im glad you see more wat im trying to say..and yea if krista had written about me i would be mad..but i know i wouldnt let anyone get involved..cuz i have been through something like this with a girl in AZ and i still wouldnt let my friends defend me cuz i felt that it should be me and her..and no one else so less drama goes on with all...im not meanin u cant confide in them..cuz i know thats way different...soo i hope ur not takin it the wrong way...but i do get wat your sayin to me..

also to the girl i dont know..if u look at wat ive said..its never really mentioned wat krista and brit have been tellin eachother and the actual situation..all ive said is for the others to back off cuz i know that if u were in kristas place none of you guys would like it either..pretty simple right? thats wat i think..just dont assume im gettin involved..cuz if i was..i would have probably said more..but i also know that i dont know everything so why assume shit? i dunno wat BOTH sides are goin through...soo i cant choose one side..and i dont see a need to..since i dont want to choose cuz brit and krista are cool ppl...and to me they are my friends..BOTH of them are my friends...

so please..dont assume anymore about me..and stop commenting about me cuz i dont have much to say..cuz ive said it all in here..i dont want to get involved..and i dont think others should be either..and that attackin me personally if u dont know really doesnt prove anythin except that u may be ignorant..thats all..laters!

oh yeah..i hope krista and brit work it out!