so i def. dont understand myself!
i am in a really bad mood right now and i dont really know why...i mean..i was fine about a half an hour ago, and now im pissed off to the point that i want to punch a wall again!
i think its because my mom i sout at a bar and i have NO cigerettes and Brit-sorry brit-whenever she realizes I m in a bad mood, she tries to get it out of me...and it pisses me off even more. and USUALLY when i finally tell her, she gets pisses, OR it has something to do with her, or i get pissed for her asking so i yell it out or whatever. and she ALWAYS has to say something to make it worse then its MY fault!!!
GOD i am sooo fucking sick of feeling depressed andor pissed off ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!!!
i wish i could just go on with having no friends so i dont end up hurting them too! there is always too much drama with me and dfferent ppl that are supposed to be my friends! i guess im just too much of a bitch for my own good! I DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND!!!?!?!?!?!?!?! why the fuck do i have to be put in situations that either confuse the HELL out of me, or situations that PISS me OFF!!???!?!?
what the fuck ever! im fucking DONE with this SHIT
Krista
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