Another Masquerade

Another masquerade for me to hide my face again. I'm losing my emotion in a race i cannot win. Out of the deepest part of me a hate i cannot hide. From deep within the heart of me, its coming from inside.I wanted you to see me here this way. A thousand miles just to smile again today. And still i feel the sickness breaking out of me. I believe this time, i'll make things right. So once again for sanity i get down on my knees. Praying for whats left of me to be so undiseased. A million miles an hour to a brick wall made of lies. The impact didn't kill me but it left me paralyzed. Now i feel nothing, its creeping over me. I feel nothing, only broken eyes can see how i feel nothing, as death falls over me. I feel nothing, why cant you see. I lost it all, everything. Gone with hope, and so i sing. Sing for love, and sing for life. The very thing, that makes you thrive. Sing broken words , for a broken man. With an open mind, he'll understand.I wanted you to see me here this way.

Not a Lie

Broken hearts and shattered dreams. Bound in hate these are the things, to make the things with which we sew, pathetic lives, we need to grow. And you can hate me if you need. Cause what you want i couldn't be. Im just a shadow in the dark. Another dagger through the heart. It's not a lie im still alive. You can think what you want i still believe. You needed me to leave. Could you pull the trigger, and take my life. If i asked you to, would you take this knife. And put it end to the pain. Before i go insane. Your cold as ice. Dark as night. As hard a the stone where my misused heart used to be, so i retreat. Could you pull the trigger and take my life. If i asked you to, could you take this knife. Put an end to the pain, before i go insane. Lie to lovers lost.

These Wounds

Don't say a word, listen up closely. My hearts in your hands, and your squeezing to tightly. So just let me go, you know i'd do the same for you. I want you to know, even if you hate me now. Deep in my soul, i'll always have a place for you. Soon you will know, that everything i put myself through, was for you. Take these wounds and turn them into scars. You lay beside me and still you seem so far. Tell me what am i to do, just put a barrel to my head. What am i to do. I'm better off alone than dead. I was so afraid, if i left this way you would fall apart, and i'd feel the same. Now i look at you and i feel the way we used to, alone with you. I wanted you to realize, that i needed you to compramise. Just a little time to fix my life just a little bit. Take these wounds and turn them into scars. I lay alone and wish you weren't so far. What am i to do, put a berrel to my head. What am i to do. I hate to be alone. Take these words, for what they are. A cryout to, a distant star. Another place another time. I'll take these words and make them mine. So take these wounds and turn them into scars. I lay alone and wish you weren't so far. Tell me what am i to do, put a barrel to my head. What am i to do, am i better off alone than dead.

All in Faded Dreams

Your giving up again. The walls are caving in. An no one is around. To see you breaking down. I'm scared you wont come back. From this deperate heart attack. You won't watch me bleed. I'm tearing at the seams. If you do get back. From your trip to the stars. will you still remember, will you want to see my scars. If some how you do. Get away from all the screams. I'd ask you to remember. That its all in faded dreams. In all faded dreams. Can you here my screams. If i go insane. would you take my pain.

Ignorance

Far away, you fall away. Somewhere theres a better way, waiting for a better day, i'm looking to erase my past. I can feel it breaking down in me, trying to break out of me, i'm feeling like i did before. So take me in your arms, before i fall. I'm tearing down these walls. Out of the gutter, and into the night. The mind of a cutter, a beautiful fight. The hate i real, the pain i feel. I'm finding it so hard to deal with every dying day, you turn away. Inocense and ignorance, it all goes hand in hand. The way your staring back at me is hard to understand. I'm feeling so faithless. i'm lost and alone. your darkest desiring,anything and everything. To make this place feel like home.

Sink or Swim

Misery, i speak your name with open arms you are a mystery. I dont know why your haunting me. I can't believe its happening again. I cant believe i feel this way again. Bu i will stand, on my own. Never again, I'll never turn away again i swear to god i wont give in. I'll hold my tongue, and never tell the way i feel but i'll be here until the end. Can we hold on forever. Pull our lives back together. As the wave crashes in. Will you choose to sink or swim. I took her hand, she took my heart. Trough it away, we fell apart. I'm not suprised cause i could see it in her eyes. The way she smiled at me when she said. Looking down at me when she said. You cant stand on your own. Never again, i'll never turn away again i swear to god i wont give in. I'll hold my tongue, and never tell the way i feel but i'll be here until the end. Can we hold on forever. Pull our lives back together. As the wave crashes in. Will you choose to sink or swim. Let it be known, that in this house that we call home. There's only us, no hate exists it's thrown away. I love you all, with all my heart for being there. I thank you all , for all the time. I never knew someone would understand me. Can we hold on forever. Pull our lives back together.

Where it Ends

Look into my heart. You will see that i am not. Everything you want me to be, but i am not. It's in your head.  A million hearts were massacered, just to bring you back. And your evil eyes they burn, as my world turns black. I cant feel you, i refuse to. I wont let you in. Because i know the way you work. This is where it ends. I've fallen down too many times. Wont let you see the tears i cry. With all the times that i held back. I'm never coming back. So you say i'll be ok. I know your lying to my face. I've fallen down to many time. Wont let you see the tears i cry. With all the times that i held back. I'm never coming back. Look into my heart. You will see, i am not. Everything you want me to be. But i am not, no i am not.