It wasnt quite a lucid dream. I realized I was dreaming, but I didn't have complete control of the dream even though I realized I should.

I went to use her bathroom. I'm standing there pissing, when suddenly I realized that theres no way I could be there. The only possible explination was that I was dreaming. I held up my right hand and focused on it intently. If this was a dream, I could make my hand into a gun.

The change happened slowly..  slower than it should have. My hand was blurry, the tip metal. I tried harder and harder to make it change completly.. but it wouldn't. I got frustrated, and eventually watched my hand return to normal.

The next thing I knew, I was kneeling at her bedside. I looked around and realized everything was moved to the right. What was on the north wall in reality was now on the west. I keep going over it in my head. What could the shift mean?

I talked to her. Told her how she died. Explained her last few hours to her. At first she a bit to suprised to hear that she was dead, but in the end she seemed a bit amused by it all. Then, nothing.

I can't say I woke up immediatly, there was just nothingness for a bit. I cant remember what went on.. my next thought was that the water in the shower was too cold. Im not sure what to make of it all.

Mabey it was only a dream.

Mabey I was the messenger sent there to tell her what had happened.

I don't know. Normally I would just shake it off as a strange dream.. but my dreams have been getting more and more strange latly. Too many freaky things..

Im seeing things and people.. and then I run into them.

I had a dream about Dana, then 5 hours later I saw a girl who looked just like her.

I'm seeing events in my dreams then witnessing them happen in real life.

I can't descibe whats happening... and if there is something to this, then I'm not sure what to make of this last dream.

Its all so confusing.