You are my everything and nothing will change that. Many people will try to keep us apart, but that will not happen. I feel that it was my fault that everything happened the way it did Monday evening. Your mom shouldn't have called my parents' house trying to be all big and bad....if she really had a grudge with me, she should have told me herself and stop being all coward-like. I had to find out about all of this bullshit tonight and it kills me. It made me realize how stupid I've been to let you go...to let you slip away from me. When I get you home, I will hold you tight and never, and I mean NEVER let you go. I've done it twice now, and I'm sure as hell not gonna go for a third. It might sound like I'm ok with this situation we are in, but deep down inside I'm putting up a big front. I hurt, just like you....I cry, just like you....I feel like dying...just like you. I've been through almost 4 sleepless nights because of the simple fact that you aren't here with me. I know you told me about you rather have someone who holds your heart, but this is what I really feel about that...

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought he could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else (I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),
than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)
I'd rather have hard times to gether,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)

I'd rather have bad times with you (surely),
than good times with someone else (surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart (you know it)
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo... who holds my heart

Tommy....I've realized tonight that you are the only one for me and no one and nothing will ever change that. I am counting the days, the minutes, the seconds until I am in your arms again. Thomas William Rice....I love you so very much and always will. Baby, come back to me soon and we can start a new life together. I need you and want you so bad that my heart hurts knowing that you're all that I need. I must say good night for now, hoping that you would read this soon so that you would know how I truly feel...

Love you always and forever,

Jennifer