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City: WAGFEST , USA
State: Ohio
Country: US
Signup Date: 2/4/2007
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 

Current mood:  calm
Category: Romance and Relationships

A story of  the first, last and only woman a boy ever falls in love with...that will last forever.

LIFETIME PUBLISHING in association with the soon to be WAGFEST Publications Inc. proudly presents...

This one submitted By Shawleen Guthrie of New Philadelphia , Ohio. She will be recieving a full WAGFEST trip for 2 sponsored by Wagfest for her participation in this and having the best book cover design. Congratulations Shawleen!

Here's a sample of what you can expect:

Exerpt only: from the long awaited anticipated release

 "NEVER LET GO OF MY HAND"

My grandmother didn't sleep well at night because both my grandfather and my dad would stay out all night and not come home until wee hours of the morning. So she never slept well because she was concerned if they would actually make it home at all. When I was over, I slept in the bed with my grandmother.

I remember this one night. My grandmother got up to go to the kitchen. Just as she got out of the room, there was a knock at the window. That's all I remember, then somebody whispered,

"Mama let me in!"

Mind you, I don't even recall ever seeing my father in person, nor have I ever seen a photograph of him with either me or my brother. So this whisper is the only recollection I would have of him alive.

"Mama let me in!"

Wanting to see him so bad, I woke up to tell her. "Mama Dorothy, my daddy say let him in."

She was bewildered being he had a key to let himself in. She simply said. "He did?" excitedly.

I assumed after that she thought he would come in the door. However my grandmother kept it like a mortuary around there with all that fancy ass funeral home furniture I called it. So I was glued to her after that. I wasn't about to go back in that bedroom by my lil' bad 4 year old self. She was gonna come in that room with me, and she did.

On our way down the hall we heard another knock at the side window. It was more like a brushing. You know like a dog trying to alert his owner he wants to come back in the house. Then a faint whisper was there again saying

"Mama, Mama, let me in."

Then she replied "Button?" That's what she called him. "Button, is that you?"

Before he could answer good she was at the front door and I was right there beside her. Though I was scared, I was ecstatic at going to be able to tell my mama and my brother I saw my daddy for the first time. I wanted to see what he would look like aside from those pictures that were all through and about the house. This was going to be my defining moment.

She opened the door and no one was there. All there was was a set of tail lights speeding off into the night. My grandmother, not sure as to what or who it was for certain, immediately shut the door. She then began to lock every lock in the house. When suddenly the phone rang, it was my Godmother asking if everything was ok with Button. He had just left her house, knocking on the window. When she went to let him in he was gone. This concerned my grandmother now. My grandmother had a remedy for situations such as this…PRAY. Once she discussed things with God, everything was gon' be alright. My dad often came home in the wee hours of the night, to my grandmother's dismay. So she thought nothing of it.

We decided we'd go say some prayers and go on back to bed. A few hours passed when my grandmother heard a car pull up. Thinking it was my dad; she got right up and went to the door. I stayed in the bed this time. She said "We're going to surprise him when he comes and sees you in my bed."

As she opened the door she saw the same tail lights pull away. Not recognizing the type of car it was or with the presence of mind to get the license plate. After the car turned the corner, she heard that faint whisper again. "Mama, mama I'm down here."

She replied, "Button?"

He murmured, "Here Mama ,down here on the side walk".

Well my grandmother had a little walk way from the carport that you could see from the street, but from the door where she stood, you couldn't see that part of the sidewalk in which he lay. Shrubbery and bushes camouflaged her view. She stepped outside the door into the mysterious midnight. Took another step down and found her one and only son shot in the stomach murmuring in his own blood. Never making a sound, my grandmother rushed back in the house and got a few towels. Helped her son to his feet and made their way to the car. She laid my daddy in the back seat and came back into the house soaked in his blood. Still without ever saying a word she got me and a sheet and placed me in the front seat and wrapped me up. Without me ever looking into the back seat to get that world famous glimpse of my daddy, I sat my 4-year old butt in the front seat curious. I listened to my daddy moan and murmur. "He gon' get em ,he gon' get em."

While my grandmother trembling drove, not to the hospital, but to my aunt's house to drop me off. What was my grandmother thinking?He was shot not me, but that's how it went down and that's all I remember about that.

Six weeks later my daddy died from Pneumonia from the bullet wound in his stomach. He had gone into a coma, but before he went, all he would say to anyone was "I'm gon get 'em. I'm gon get 'em." He never did.

My grandmother was there January 5, 1971 when he took his last breath. He died holding her hand and she ain't never let go.

 

(If you ever been a mother, you would know...ain't nothing like the bond between a mother and her son)

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Nancia Leath, Author of Emancipate in Your Chair
Nancia Leath

 
I love it------ AWESOME!!!!
 
Posted by Nancia Leath, Author of Emancipate in Your Chair on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 5:53 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
Now I'm excited...Imma make it hard for them to talk about Self Publishing. They gon respect the ROW mane(lol) spent enough on getting it done properly. BOOKSTORES get ready....We officially in the game mane...and we aint taking NO for an answer.
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 5:59 PM
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Mz.RONNI3

 
THAT'S RIGHT KERRY, TAKE NOOOO PRISONERS, AN NOW, TO FINISH UP UR DAD'S LAST WORDS SWEETY YOU GOOO AN GET THEM, MAY GOD CONTINUE TO BLESS YOU MY FRIEND, YOU NOW HAVE ME TEARING UP, BLESS U, BLESS U, BLESS U, MR. KERRY E. WAGNER. I JUST LOVE IT.
 
Posted by Mz.RONNI3 on Wednesday, November 19, 2008 - 2:50 AM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
No, bless u ma...good to see u
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Wednesday, November 19, 2008 - 3:10 AM
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MakeUaDrink

 
That book cover has IMPACT and the words within it have already grabbed ahold of me. This is very exciting and I can't wait to get my copy Kerry! See you in Cincinnati in 23 days!
 
Posted by MakeUaDrink on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 6:17 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
IMPACT!...exactly April...I like that description of the cover..it not only says something to you...it arouses it(wink)
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 6:34 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
I can say the same thing about you...perfect...Love it!
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 6:36 PM
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Felecia Trotter
Felecia Trotter

 
Kerry I can't write enough of what I think about you, I can't even write how I feel about you.
Just know that you are my inspiration, my imagination and I love you.
 
Posted by Felecia Trotter on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 6:55 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
Self Published and PROUD baby, Imma make it hard for them to keep picking at us. Do what we do , what they do and then do it BETTER than them all in the end. Starting from the dark...to the lite...just like that


...If I can do it..ANYBODY CAN...that's what they don't want you to know(Betta come get this game mane)
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 7:18 PM
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CHARLENE

 
This is voluminous.....I'm transported in this part of the story as if I'm right there!....wretched and bittersweet! The Book Cover design.....has raising the bar all over it! You did that Kerry! As they say.... Setting the standard for Self Published Authors! Taking the Literary Community by Storm!
Congratulations!
 
Posted by CHARLENE on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 7:11 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
Thank You darling...I was transported too...I AM ABSOLUTELY EXCITED about the final and finished product.
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 7:19 PM
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GODDESS.THE ARTIST

 
THAT GAVE ME CHILLS...

Good job Kerry.

Love the book cover as well. Has a real nice masculine feel to it... The colors and texture in the background set it off! Good Job Shawleene!

Always..

GODDESS
 
Posted by GODDESS.THE ARTIST on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 8:31 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
You know its good when your competition cant even hate on it(lol)


SHE DID THAT!
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 9:18 PM
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De_Licious The Tenacious Writer
De-Licious JOhnson

 
The book cover is awesome. I must admit so are you Kerry.This sounds like a story every male young and old will relate to,a mothers undying love for her manchild.I can't wait to read the whole story. Hurrrrrrrry up and finsih it :-).here are some extra kudos*********
Smoooooooooooooches!
 
Posted by De_Licious The Tenacious Writer on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 9:47 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
I don't know about my awsomeness. But they said it couldn't be done...THAT WAS JUST THE MOTIVATION I NEEDED(wink)


Thanks 4 the vote of confidence
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 11:06 PM
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Mz.RONNI3

 
AGAIN KERRY I HAVEN'T BEEN READING ANYTHING IN AWHILE, BUT THIS CAUGHT MY EYE'S AN I JUST COULD NOT TAKE MY EYES OFF OF IT TELL I READ ALL OF IT. KERRY, KERRY, KERRY, ONLY THING I CAN SAY SWEETY IS LET'S GOOO GET'UM. (WINK ) ONE LOVE MY BROTHER YOU STILL HAVE IT. BEAUTIFULLY PUT, NUFF SAID. I JUST LOVE IT KERRY & I LOVE YOU AN EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FA. AGAIN CONGRATS TO YOU.
 
Posted by Mz.RONNI3 on Wednesday, November 19, 2008 - 2:58 AM
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www.hheatnation.ning.com CHANCES MAKE CHAMPIONS!
CEo KIngpen a.s.

 
I'VE WATCH A LOT OF PEOPLE SHINE WITHIN THIS BOOK GAME AND A POLITICED WITH A LOT OF AUTHORS WHO TALK THE TALK, BUT THERE ARE ONLY A FEW WHO CAN WALK THE WALK. YOU ARE ONE OF THEM MY BROTHA, A YOUNG BLACK INDEPENDENT MOGUL. YOU INSPIRE ME BRO AND I RESPECT YOUR VISION. ONLY OTHER PERSON I'M INSPIRED BY IN THE BOOK GAME IS RELENTLESS AARON. THE COVER IS HOT, BUT THE SUBJECT IS PRICELESS. MAY THE ALMIGHTY BLESS YOU AND CARRY YOU TO THE TOP. WE NEED BROTHAS LIKE YOU UP THERE! YOU GOT A NIGGA THINKING ABOUT COMING TO WAGFEST JUST TO POLITIC WITH YOU MAN TO MAN! LOL!
KINGPEN A.S.
 
Posted by www.hheatnation.ning.com CHANCES MAKE CHAMPIONS! on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 9:50 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
Real talk mane...its ahrd but its fair...As for Wagfest -Come one lets politic baby!


We can make our own politics, follow our own rules while breakin the shit out of theirs
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 11:09 PM
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Simply Blessed!! Now and Always!

 
The book cover is beautiful. I can't wait for the book to come out so I can get my copy. I'm proud of you. No matter what went down, no matter who said what you stayed on the grind and taught us all valuable lessons about being responsible for our actions and having integrity. Continue to be the Kerry we all know and love.
 
Posted by Simply Blessed!! Now and Always! on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 10:21 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
Gotta keep it moving baby...al day erryday 25/8...just cause you start to do right, don't mean they forget what you done wrong(And that is a Kerry Quote from She Did That. Wont get that anywhere else-smile)

Thanks SB
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 11:12 PM
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LATINTEMPTRESS
LATIN TEMPTRESS

 
Now this cover is much much better than that lighthouse. Love it.
 
Posted by LATINTEMPTRESS on Thursday, September 25, 2008 - 1:43 AM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
Send my blurb mane
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Wednesday, November 19, 2008 - 12:29 AM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
This definitely makes it hard dispute. I am sold on this one.
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Thursday, September 25, 2008 - 1:59 PM
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dirtysweeet--ONE RACE: THE HUMAN RACE
mitsi scott

 
Absolutely love the book cover!
 
Posted by dirtysweeet--ONE RACE: THE HUMAN RACE on Thursday, September 25, 2008 - 1:44 AM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
u sure...u ABSOLUTELY do? Absolutely is pretty gotdamn strong mane.
But I agree...more submissions coming but I went ahead and chose this one. I dont think it can be outdone. The book suits the subject matter as if it were tailor made for it.
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Thursday, September 25, 2008 - 2:01 PM
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MzLovely

 
I love this cover too. I didn't see this one before but you surely made a good choice. Great job Shawleen.

As for you Kerry, no words can ever describe the inspiration that I draw from you. Keep doing what you do.
 
Posted by MzLovely on Thursday, September 25, 2008 - 1:53 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
You know I like to keep a few secrets for just in case...haters cant stand that-lol
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Thursday, September 25, 2008 - 2:02 PM
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URBANFIREBOOKSCLUBONLINE

 
I love the cover, it speaks for itself, the story is well written and truly amazing...

Go Kerry!! Go Kerry!!!

you know i want a copy right?
 
Posted by URBANFIREBOOKSCLUBONLINE on Thursday, September 25, 2008 - 2:47 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
I got a whole table full for you this round mama. This one will be in a few stores and I wont be the only one selling theses. Good luck with your new release as well. I read an excerpt...FHYAAAA!
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Thursday, September 25, 2008 - 2:50 PM
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Ms. Erica
Ms. Douglas

 
Great job as ALWAYS Kerry. I love it. Keep doing you no matter what!

~E~
 
Posted by Ms. Erica on Thursday, September 25, 2008 - 3:05 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
With supportres like yourself...makes it easy mama-winks
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Thursday, September 25, 2008 - 3:36 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
LIKE YOUR EYES
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Friday, September 26, 2008 - 6:00 AM
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Robin

 
I don't think that there could be a better cover than this one! Definitely caught my attention. I can't wait to get my hands on the book! I am so happy and proud of you Wag...LOVE YOU!
10 hands down!
 
Posted by Robin on Thursday, September 25, 2008 - 5:43 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
I totally agree with you on the cover...love u too mane
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Friday, September 26, 2008 - 6:01 AM
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Im Like Cognac, i Taste Betta Aged (36yrs) ;)

 
The Cover is deep and says alot..so meaningfull..just by lookin at the cover b4 reading the back u feel a warmth aura and kno this is gonna have ur heart beatin fast with anticipation.
After readin the exerpt, u just want more and ur mind starts to take u back into a place that ur granny has told u about..whether u relived those memories or not im sure we all can relate...GOOD WORK ..NOW IM READY TO GET INTO THE ZONE WHEN READING A VERY GOOD READ........(suga)
 
Posted by Im Like Cognac, i Taste Betta Aged (36yrs) ;) on Thursday, September 25, 2008 - 6:44 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
ur mind starts to take u back into a place that ur granny has told u about..whether u relived those memories or not im sure we all can relate.

(Took the words right out my mouf mane)
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Friday, September 26, 2008 - 6:02 AM
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Alphonso

 
Wassup, Kerry! Man, you never cease to amaze me. The book cover and the excerpt is DOPE! I really like it. Lately, I have been learning to do a lot of things by myself. I have definitely been my own writer and have become an editor, a growing cover designer, book trailer designer and marketing promoter for me. Overall, none of this would be possible without you and my new family, Wagfest. I absolutely enjoy the love and support. I'm about to be three books deep in the game and going on strong. I say it again and again, this is the best fun in my life. I don't think I will ever seek it anywhere else and don't plan to. I'm home! Take care homie and keep doing your thing. I can't wait to meet you in a few weeks. Peace!

PS. I hope my third and NEW book, Sexual Freedom: Urban Erotic Poetry will be out and in my hands before I go to Cincinnati. If not, somehow and some way, I'm taking my ass to Seattle. By the way, you do the best impersonation of me, I ever heard in my life. LOL!
 
Posted by Alphonso on Thursday, September 25, 2008 - 9:51 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
You family Alphonso and we proud of you too...WE GOT YOU DAWG


Luv is luv mane
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Friday, September 26, 2008 - 6:04 AM
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Shani Greene-Dowdell
Shani Greene-Dowdell

 
Kerry that cover takes us back through slavery...and speaks of family in a day and time when FAMILY WAS ALL WE HAD. I am proud to be editing this masterpiece because trust when I say people are going to fall in love with Eric Payson as he takes you through his despair and then triumphs...from despair.

They are gonna have to respect the row *lol - only you.*
 
Posted by Shani Greene-Dowdell on Friday, September 26, 2008 - 2:41 AM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN I got the AFRICAN AMERICAN SELF PUBLISHED AUTHOR OF THE YEAR EDITING MY SHIT MANE! And she my VP of Operations for WAGFEST...I MUST BE IN HEAVEN...I'm blessed dog...real talk.

WE TAKE CHANGE and MAKE CHAMPIONS MANE!(lol)
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Friday, September 26, 2008 - 6:07 AM
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MakeUaDrink

 
OMG!!! SHANI WON!!! I need to make another banner! YAY!!!!! That is some REAL EXCITING SHIT!!!!
 
Posted by MakeUaDrink on Friday, September 26, 2008 - 10:34 AM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
And she didn't have to pay for her OWN trophy-lol
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Friday, September 26, 2008 - 5:52 PM
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~Julie~

 
As I said from the start, you are worlds apart! Captivated by your brilliance. The world is yet to see the fathomless depths of Kerry! "TO WHOM MUCH IS GIVEN, MUCH IS EXPECTED!" Words uttered can not describe the Joy and Happiness that dwells inside. I watch as you take this magnificent journey, which is your destiny! You must go through it, to get to it....This is a paramount moment! That Book is a Literary Work of Art! That Book Cover Design captures the Heart and Soul of this Author....How apropos!

~yours~

P.S. Never let up, Never back down, Relentless in Your Pursuits!
 
Posted by ~Julie~ on Friday, September 26, 2008 - 4:17 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
and you were wind beneath those wings mama...gotta love that!!!
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Friday, September 26, 2008 - 5:54 PM
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Nancy

 
This truly blessed me today . Continue reaching for
that endless open sky before you as the heavens
seemed to be opened over and upon your life right
now in so many ways . Allowing you to pour out on
others making each day a little brighter in sharing
that gift in you..

Thank You
Thinking of you and
Sending much love
And happiness
 
Posted by Nancy on Tuesday, September 30, 2008 - 5:33 PM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
You are too kind
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Tuesday, September 30, 2008 - 10:12 PM
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Dating Tips for Men
DT FM

 
congrats! im very proud of you. best of luck to you on its sales.
 
Posted by Dating Tips for Men on Thursday, October 02, 2008 - 12:09 AM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
I just realized who you were...where u been mane?
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Wednesday, November 19, 2008 - 12:26 AM
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Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology

 
Thanks
 
Posted by Kerry E. Wagner LIVE!!! ...does it without apology on Thursday, October 02, 2008 - 2:21 PM
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Ingrid *Sapphire*
Ingrid Jeudy

 
I am so so proud of you Kerry. The book cover alone is saying so much. So far I like what I've read so I'll make it my business to get this book ASAP. I love your mind sir, stay blessed family.
 
Posted by Ingrid *Sapphire* on Thursday, October 23, 2008 - 7:38 PM
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