some times i think to my self   it ok or it will all work out or it will be fine or it cant get anny wores. i am the happy guy the nice  guy the guy that takes all the curle jokes and the pain and try's to brush it off but it slowly builds up and up till it brakes me down and all i want to do is slice my neck and end the hole dam thing caz all the curle joke the people that make fun of me  and how people treat me like im a monster well im not a monster i have feeling like any normal person  but yet no one see's it that way  caz they all see me as a freek a monster or some one thats not good enuff   well Fuck you all caz you dont know me  and you will never know the realy me. I hope some of you ass holes are happy some nights i cry my self to sleep (ya i fucking cry  dont like it go die) some nights i have to  over dose  on sleeping pills hopeing i die so i dont have to deal with the pain in my life.