I haven't seen much of the world due to my young age, but i can tell you that suffering makes the world go 'round. It sounds strange but look at it this way...without suffering there would be no compassion. People wouldn't understand what it really felt like to be loved or to love for that matter. whether you agree or not, i really don't care. Don't get me wrong, i don't enjoy suffering or think it should come more often or anything. i just believe that sometimes we need God to shake our life...a rude awakening, so that the veil that covers our eyes can be lifted. We are able to comsume and drink in all the beauty life has to offer through suffering. Of course You must build your relationship with God and become a part of him so that you will see the beauty through all the ugliness that surrounds us everyday.  You learn that everyday you have is not a RIGHT, but a PRIVILAGE, a CHANCE to love someone,a  gift to overcome your mistakes, each new day is a  miracle given to us to show God's love through what we do and say.

Ok, so maybe most of this didn't make sense, but all I really wanted to say is that you must let it go...Let go of all that has you chained to the ground. Break free and soar and don't look back anymore, Let Jesus pick you up from the ground. He will wipe your tears away and make you feel whole again. Believe, Trust, Hope, Love, don't lose Faith. Jesus will never reject you and to not be rejected is something we all secretly long for. I dare you to see what God can do with a willing heart.

Patricia A.