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Some artists refuse to explain the motivations behind their work, insisting that once a song or a movie or a painting is released into the universe, it no longer belongs to the creator. When you hear a song, you experience that piece of music in an individualistic fashion; the work is bent and twisted and perceived through the lens of your own life experiences.

Luckily, I’m not an “artist.” I’m just a dude writing songs in his bedroom. Therefore, I’m breaking all the rules. This commentary will speak plainly about the writing process of Invaders and the specific life experiences that inspired each track. I’m going to leave out the boring producer stuff like which microphones I used and which compression settings I prefer and all that. This commentary isn’t really about how this record was made. It’s more about why this record was made.

If that’s something you can get behind, then hey, let’s take a journey, shall we? Let’s pack our whips, throw on a leather jacket and fedora, hop into a dusty Jeep, and floor it straight into Makinganalbumville. But beware: it’s a scary, terrifying place full of crippling self-doubt, exposed insecurities, and embarrassing vulnerabilities. Lucky for you, however, your guide knows a few places in town where the sun still shines. All aboard!


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zombie |ˈzämbē|
noun
• informal a person who is or appears lifeless, apathetic, or completely unresponsive to their surroundings.

One of my favorite horror flicks is George A Romero’s classic 1978 film Dawn of the Dead. The plot: recently dead humans mindlessly walk the Earth, trapped in a never-ending, unquenchable search for flesh and brains. And where do their desires lead them? To a shopping mall, of course. Once there, they bash through windows and break down doors in an attempt to fill their undead souls with something, anything to satisfy their cravings. And after they trap you and dine on your skin? They lumber off looking for more meat. More blood. More, more, more. It’s never enough.

It doesn’t take a rocket scientist (or pretentious literary major) to connect the dots and understand that Romero was metaphorically using zombies to critique rampant, unchecked consumerism and social decadence. By definition, zombies do not make choices for themselves. They’re driven by an urge to consume without the ability to reflect on their feelings and understand why. They see blood and they drink it. They hear a gunshot and walk towards it. Zombies mindlessly follow the herd and use their vast numbers and relentless will to devour living flesh to remake the world in their own ghoulish, dreadful image.

With that said, take a look around you. Go ahead. No, really. Look up and examine your surroundings. Do you see people living without passion? Without purpose? Lost in a sea of crippling self-doubt, dressing the way magazines tell them to dress and acting like characters from The Hills? Or maybe you’re stuck in a cubicle, peeking over the top of your cage to stare at your co-workers existing in a state of perpetual rationalization, human rats that constantly update their reasons for letting their dreams die and their passions to wither, only to be fool themselves into thinking that Excel spreadsheet formulas and American Idol results shows are the true keys to happiness.

Okay, I’ll admit that it’s a clichéd and hackneyed worldview to postulate that everyone in a tie doesn’t live life to the fullest. Real life isn’t that obvious. What should be obvious, however, is that it doesn’t matter where you work, where you go to school, or how much money you have: as Henry David Thoreau once said, “most men lead lives of quiet desperation and go to the grave with the song still in them.”

And that’s what Zombies Everywhere is about. The idea that you are surrounded on all sides by forces that pressure you to compromise your personal beliefs for the desire to fit the mold of the status quo, to make money, or to meet the unrealistic expectations of people that don’t really care about you. Zombies don’t want you to succeed because they have already failed. They gave up on their dreams years ago, and can’t possibly bear the thought that someone else might accomplish more than they have.

But don’t let anyone stop you. Ask questions. Wear the clothes you want to wear. Listen to the music you like. Don’t get a tattoo of a werewolf biting a dolphin if you don’t think it looks cool. Don’t feel pressured to smoke, drink, have sex, cheat on your taxes, kill your landlord, or pretend that you liked X-Men Origins: Wolverine if you think they completely ruined Gambit.

The point is: don’t let anyone define for you what is or isn’t cool. Don’t let anyone tell you what you can or can’t do. You’re not a zombie. You can think for yourself, you have an open mind and a willingness to learn and grow, and you can do anything you want to, thank you very much.

So what are you waiting for? Get out there. Raise your hand. Write poetry. Start a charity to help homeless people, or learn how to speak French, or put together a punk band. Ask yourself, “What would I do if I didn’t have to make money?” and find a way to do a little of that every day. In short, listen to the Jiminy Cricket inside yourself and it’s impossible to do wrong.

And one more thing: if you believe everything I’m saying, you’re a zombie of the worst kind. Oh, the irony.



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In defense of ditching his wife to marry his own adopted daughter, Woody Allen famously stated, “the heart wants what the heart wants.” That was Allen’s pithy way of saying that love is a divine force impossible to control or contain. Whether you categorize it as a feeling, an emotion, a chemical reaction, a gift from God, or an instinctual response designed by evolution to continue the propagation of the species, love is a beast in charge of its own destiny, laying to waste rational thought and sensible decision making by sparking wars, provoking jealousy, and inspiring the greatest works of art in human history.

In short, it’s kinda responsible for everything.

Life and love are both crushingly beautiful, and ugly, and awe-inspiring, and unorganized. The Earth spins around the Sun, babies slide out of vaginas, old people slide into graves, you get older, you settle into a job you hate because you didn't have the money, or worse, the guts to follow your dreams, you lie in bed at night staring at the ceiling, wondering if there could be just one person out there waiting to love you, to hold you, to look at you and see you for who you really are, to make you feel like you're the most important person in the world and that you deserve love. But you can't possibly believe that anyone could love you if they got to know the real you.

You know that Haddaway song “What Is Love?” Well, he had no idea what love was all about when he first sang that song, and I’d be willing to bet that he isn’t any closer to an answer today. Trying to define love is like trying to hold a wet fish: the damn thing manages to slip away no matter how firm a grasp you have on it.

But maybe that’s because we’ve been looking at love from the wrong angle. Maybe true love isn’t a collection of warm, fuzzy feelings. Perhaps true love is a choice. A choice to stay with your partner after the fairy tale beginning. After the excitement of stepping into a strange girl’s room for the first time is gone. After sending flowers and cute cards is replaced by jumping up to fart on your boyfriend’s face as he watches hockey. After sleeping in until noon is replaced with getting up early to take the kids to school. Maybe it’s a choice you make after looking at your girlfriend as she falls asleep next to you while watching The Breakfast Club, only to suddenly realize that there has never been a more perfect person for you, someone that has seen all sides of your personality without judging you, someone who has seen your faults and imperfections but still chooses to be with you regardless of the crazy ups and downs you’ve been through together.

Yeah, maybe that’s what love is. A choice.

But what do I know? My shirt is covered in Doritos crumbs, I have three WarCraft characters at Level 80, and I haven’t spoken to a female since the waitress at Denny’s asked, “do you need change?” after I ate pancakes and sausage five months ago.

Sigh.


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Spiked green Mohawk. Black boots. Leather jacket with a Misfits patch safety-pinned to the back. Facial piercings. Ripped black jeans. Pawnshop guitar. Vintage combo amp. Three chords. Notebooks full of clichéd lyrics ambiguously addressing corrupt governments, zero tolerance for authority figures, and how seriously fucking stupid you are for following trends and conforming to society’s vision of what’s “acceptable.”

Is this the portrait of a rebel? A modern-day, punk rock Johnny Cash, stepping out of a black Cadillac parked on a dusty road with an acoustic guitar and a voice ready to change the world?

Nope. This ain’t that. This is the portrait of a 14-year-old Paul McGuire after a trip to Hot Topic and Guitar Center.

Back then, I thought that dressing the way Johnny Rotten did in the 70’s made me cool. I thought it made me different. Interesting. And if you, the principal, or the cashier at Burger King had a problem with how I dressed or the music I listened to, then you could fuck off and die. I was King Of The Hill, baby. Top of the heap. And if you didn’t realize this, then you were a shithead and a sellout, dude.

Only years later did I realize something very, very important:

Copying someone else’s vision of non-conformity is the ultimate act of conformity.

Isn’t it ironic? Don’t ya think?

The general definition of conformity is to “comply with rules, standards, or laws,” or “to behave according to socially acceptable conventions or standards.” People need to be accepted into a group in order to feel validated. Being a punk is no different. Sure, punks don’t wear Christmas sweaters, or loafers, or khaki shorts, but don’t think for a second that they don’t have their own restrictive uniform. In order to fit in, in order to be “accepted” into the sub-culture, you had to wear what they wore, act how they acted. And if you didn’t fit the mold, you simply weren’t accepted, that’s all. Sometimes, this was done with a kick from a steel-toed boot to the head. Other times, it was done by loudly proclaiming what a “poser” you were, and how much you had no idea what “punk is all about.”

And that’s where the Snake Oil comes in.

Now, there’s nothing inherently wrong with selling Snake Oil, as long as you advertise that you’re selling Snake Oil. Selling Snake Oil and calling it Pepsi is wrong both technically and ethically. And this is what bugs me about Hot Topic Punks. It’s okay to dress like Johnny Rotten, but please, for the love of all creatures big and small, have the self-awareness to realize and acknowledge that you’re just sporting a recycled fashion that you find aesthetically pleasing. It doesn’t make you interesting. It doesn’t make you special. It doesn’t make you better than the captain of the volleyball team, the Grateful Dead obsessed hippy, or the math genius. It just makes you you. Try not to forget that it’s your heart that makes you unique, not your mohawk.

We’re all different. And yet, paradoxically, that’s what makes us all the same. So please, after you strap on your steel-toed boots, go ask that dude with the tape between his glasses and the pocket protector to get some ice cream with you. You might find that you have a lot in common after all.


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A long time ago, in a galaxy far, far away, Martin Luther King Jr. said, “through our scientific and technological genius, we have made of this world a neighborhood, and yet we have not had the ethical commitment to make of it a brotherhood.”

King said this during a sermon in 1963, and therefore was not referencing the explosion of Internet technology and social networking that would overtake the world thirty-five years later, but rather, he was referring to the automation of factory jobs in the manufacturing industry and the frightening advances in technological warfare. Through the lens of mid-60’s politics and social upheaval, King theorized that while technology would certainly promote closer, tighter global relationships and increased knowledge sharing, he also feared that we did not posses the much-needed restraint and temperament required to responsibly use such powerful instruments for, well, the good of all mankind.

But enough of the fluffy stuff, I’ll just say it plainly: the human-robot love story illustrated in the lyrics of this song is a metaphor for society’s torrid love affair with technology.

Case in point: how are you reading this commentary right now? On your desktop computer? On your laptop in a coffee shop, surrounded by hipsters, wannabe poets, and soccer moms? On your phone while you sit in the passenger seat of your boyfriend’s Jeep while he drives you to the theatre to watch Star Trek for the sixth time? I highly doubt any of you are reading this on paper, but even if you were, that means you downloaded it off the Internet, pressed Print, and a laser shot black ink across a dead tree and magically created a physical copy for you to carry around in your pocket.

Our lives are, for better or for worse, 100% reliant on technology. And with every day that passes, the electronic bits that rule our lives become larger, and stronger, and smarter. And yet, perhaps strangely, it’s all very normal, isn’t it? Today, stepping foot on an airplane, blasting through the air at 500MPH, and landing somewhere six thousand miles away in under eleven hours is no big deal, but one hundred years ago you would have been burned at the stake for even suggesting such witchcraft was even remotely possible.

Another case in point: I had no idea how fast airplanes flew, but I typed my question into a little box and 0.2 seconds later I was given the answer. All very routine, all very normal.

Every new generation is exposed to a larger amount of tech convenience, and suddenly it’s no big deal that the little plastic box in your hand can shoot a signal into outer space, bounce off a satellite, and careen back into Earth’s atmosphere and into the little plastic box in your friend’s hand five feet away from you, just so you can say “yo” without moving your mouth. When a new technological wonder gadget is introduced to modern society, it makes a momentary innovative splash, then becomes just another thing we take for granted. A given. Miracles as a part of everyday life, that’s all.

In Charlie Chaplin’s classic film The Great Dictator, the main character pleads, “Our knowledge has made us cynical; our cleverness, hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery, we need humanity. More than cleverness, we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities life would be violent, and all will be lost."

The good news? Both King and Chaplin’s passages have one thing in common: hope. Hope that our good-natured, yet still cavemen-like minds can find a way to turn this complex, digital neighborhood into a brotherhood. And maybe, just maybe, with a little goodwill and scientific awareness, the global community will slow the production of bombs that can vaporize our planet, make cars that won’t make every penguin homeless, and stop being complete shitheads while hiding behind anonymity on a Twilight message board. Okay, I’ll take responsibility for the last one on the list. Please forgive.

But really, we’re gonna have to find a way to make this technology thing work, because, you know, we’re kinda stuck with this stuff. Or, to put it another way:

Once you go cyborg you don’t go back.


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When my insecurities rear their ugly head (which happens often), and my ability to write or make creative decisions has been poisoned by self-doubt, I try to remember something that Eleanor Roosevelt said: “Do what you feel in your heart to be right. You'll be criticized anyway.”

And that’s what this song is about: the struggle between the goals you want to accomplish, and the impossible pressure you subject yourself to by turning the proverbial microscope inward. Intense over-analysis and over-thinking are my worst enemies, and more often than not both qualities are the reason why my projects and/or relationships fail. I simply can’t meet a deadline and/or allow my heart to make decisions, because I’m too busy dissecting every move and allowing my head and “rational thinking” to get in the way. I’m sorta like Spock, except, you know, without the brilliant intellect, cool haircut, and irresistible geeky charm.


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I have an addiction: I like to people watch. It’s taking over my life, but I can’t help it. Like David Bowie’s humanoid character in The Man Who Fell To Earth, I frequently find myself sitting on a park bench, or in the back of a restaurant, or waiting in line at a grocery store observing the people around me and wondering what their motivations are, who they love, what secrets they’re keeping, how they’re going to die, and where they’re going to end up.

I over-analyze everything. And I mean everything. Like right now, I’m even analyzing what you, the potential reader, is going to think about my confession that I over analyze every detail. And now I’m thinking about how pretentious, and self-absorbed, and silly it sounds when I admit that I’m analyzing the sentences I’m writing about my shockingly uncontrollable ability to not analyze things. And what’s the point of writing all this down, when in one hundred years every single person I know is going to be dead and nothing anyone does really matters?

Whew. Confusing, right? Paralysis by analysis. That’s what I have. It’s a horrible disease, really. But at least you know I’ll never kill anyone, because it would take me at least seventeen years to choose which weapon to use. I’d be an immobile sack of skin hooked to an oxygen tank and dying of heart disease in an old folks home eighty years from now before I even pick a victim. The Zodiac Killer I am not.

With that said, the main, crushing side effect of over-thinking everything is this: I simply cannot live in the moment. At all times, I’m either thinking about the past, trying to figure out where things went horribly wrong, or I’m working to move all my pieces perfectly in place in order to influence and predict the future. This leaves very little time for me to smell the roses, if you will.

Which brings us to the theme of this song: over-analyzing your life effectively stops you from living it.

And yet, even after coming to this realization, I don’t know what to change in order to stop feeling this way. I mean, I can’t tell myself to stop thinking. It’s not a switch you can turn off, where all of the sudden you’re, like, totally interested in the 49ers versus Patriots football game and your only worries are if you have enough nachos and beer to last four quarters. It doesn’t work that way. Or does it? Strangely, I have the strongest urge for nachos. I’ll have to continue my analysis after a serious trip to Taco Bell.


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Sometimes a song has a mind of it’s own, and the idea that motivated you to write the tune in the first place disappears, only to be replaced by a different kind of monster altogether.

Originally, this song was intended to be a soft, tender piano ballad. I had written the piano chords and progressions very early in the writing process, and even recorded a slowed-down, mellow version of the song with just vocals and piano. I was really happy with the way the track turned out, but as I continued to write songs for the rest of the record, I kept coming back to this tune and saying (as I always do, my biggest weakness), what if I added guitar? And bass? And drums? And a lot more keyboards? And sped the whole thing up? Suddenly, the song transformed from being a vulnerable piano track and into an upbeat rock song.

A tough decision needed to be made. Which version was better suited for the record? I couldn’t choose. I liked both for different reasons. Eventually, when I listened back to the album as a whole, it made sense to use the rock version on the album, and perhaps use the piano version as a B-side somewhere down the line. In the end, Aaron replaced my verse beat with a way-cooler kick/snare pattern, and Geoff added some Journey-style solo notes over the break, and everything turned out fine.

Lyrically, this song was written as a letter to myself. That said, the meaning of the title is obvious: my stubborn, silly inability to break down the unnecessary, dramatic walls I’ve built to protect myself only hurt me in the end. I went through a streak where I told myself that I didn’t need love; that I didn’t need someone else to validate my worth in order to feel important. I told myself that these types of relationships only held me back from achieving my goals and being the person I wanted to be.

But I wasn’t being honest.

Fact is, the people in your life and the relationships you’ve created just might be the only things that really matter. Your mother holding your hand as you take your first steps, the night you asked Samantha Jenkins to prom, the surprise birthday party you threw for Dave, who was so shocked he vomited on Becky’s new dress: these are moments you’ve shared with the people you love and care about. These are the moments you remember. These are the people you feel connected to, the people you’ve learned from, and the people you don’t want to live without. And while sometimes (okay, most times) love can be hard, it’s worth every bruise and bloody nose. Relationships aren’t meant to confine and restrict, they’re meant to liberate the heart and allow it to fly to unseen heights.

You say you don’t agree with me? That’s fine. But hey, you’re not fooling anyone (except yourself).


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I was failing the seventh grade. I hated all my classmates, my teachers, and the kids that lived on my block. In other words, I was your typical white kid from the suburbs: utterly self-centered with absolutely zero perspective. I wanted to switch schools. I wanted to move to a different neighborhood. And above all, I wanted the chance to start over again and make a new life for myself.

Sounds pretty dramatic for a kid in seventh grade, doesn’t it? The way I was acting, you’d think that every time I lost a round of Street Fighter, the pain I felt was the equivalent of a tank crushing an infant in Nigeria. I was, hands-down, the biggest Drama Queen on the block. After a particularly horrific day at school, where kids teased me for having a zit on the side of my nose (which, in my head, was the equivalent pain of a Russian traitor having all four limbs sawed off and shoved in a blender by the KGB), I decided to ditch school and head to the beach. I needed to get away from the cliques, the cool kids that refused to acknowledge I existed, and the judgmental teachers that viewed me as a thorn in their side for “asking too many questions,” and “not showering for weeks and refusing to wear deodorant.” The ocean seemed like the perfect place to go and forget my troubles.

It took me twenty minutes to walk to the beach, and when I got there, I saw something I’ll never forget.

Spray painted on the wall directly in front of me, in huge, Hollywood Hills style white letters, was the following phrase: IF YOU DONT LIVE HERE DONT SURF HERE. Just like that, scrawled in all capital letters with zero punctuation. And as the sun set behind me in a blazing sea of reds, and oranges, and yellows, I learned a lesson that Brer Rabbit learned one hundred years before I did:

You can’t run from trouble, kid, there ain’t no place that far.

Ignorance exists everywhere. Close-minded, cruel people aren’t just found in your seventh grade Science class, they’re found on the local police force, waiting tables at Denny’s, and yes, even wearing flip-flops at your local beach. While humans are the most advanced, evolutionary animal alive, there’s a part of our brain that’s stuck 300,000 years in the primitive past, when cavemen traveled as nomadic packs and lived in tribes. In those days, stumbling upon a group of cavemen in a different tribe meant that you were going to spend the rest of your afternoon swinging your club at a hairy, grunting face in a violent grab for territory, food, and shelter. And while those days are long gone, the racism, bigotry, sexism, and xenophobia that were a very real part of everyday Neanderthal life are as prevalent as ever.

And that’s what this song is about: feeling lost in a world full of unwelcoming cliques that require you to compromise your beliefs in order to be accepted.


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To paraphrase Caden Cotard in Synecdoche, NY, “there are billions of people in the world, and none of them is an extra. They’re all leads in their own stories.”

Using theatre as a metaphor for real-life was most likely already cliché when Shakespeare wrote his famous “All The World’s A Stage” bit in As You Like It, but that doesn’t make me any less interested in viewing the pressures of society through the lens of the entertainment world in order to examine how the desire to become popular is a universal attraction that spans every stage of life, from the first years of school to your high-paying job in corporate America.

Similar to If You Don’t Live Here, Don’t Surf Here, the underlying theme of The Horror Show is: don’t change or compromise who you are or what you believe in order to please someone else. That can only lead to disaster, and in the end, you will only have yourself to blame.

But hey, don’t get me wrong. I’m aware that over the course of your life, you’ll certainly change your opinions, your beliefs, and your favorite brand of cereal (mine used to be Rice Chex, now it’s Wheaties. Never been a big sugar-cereal guy). But the key here is to not feel pressured by someone else’s expectations of what they imagine you should be. Easier said than done, right? I mean, it’s easy to spout vague, ambiguous advice on paper, but how do you apply these ideas to everyday life?

Easy answer: you’re gonna have to get burned.

Listening to your Dad lecture you about the dangers of fire is one thing, but placing your fingers over the flame is quite another. Once your hand feels the scorching pain of becoming a Chicken McNugget, you’ll never forget that direct contact with flickering waves of orange and red is to be avoided at all costs.

It’s inevitable: you’re going to make a few decisions that your heart doesn’t agree with. Okay, more than a few. You might be convinced to help your friends hotwire a car because they couldn’t find someone to drive them to Donut Time after they smoked six pounds of weed, you might tease Jody Meyers about her weight because everyone else was doing it, and you might steal money out of the cash register during your lunch break at Bloomingdale’s because it was, like, a totally victimless crime.

My point is: you’re going to do a couple things that, upon reflection, you regret. You’re going to look back and ask yourself why did I do those things? And, through a little (okay, a lot) of trial and error, you’ll see that mistakes are necessary in order to grow. You need to experience the pains of searching everywhere outside yourself in order to realize that the answers were inside you the entire time. In other words, you need to have your own personal Horror Show. Probably more than one.

And that’s the only way you’ll realize that, as the recurring theme of this record suggests, It’s Okay To Be Yourself.

Or, maybe you’ll join the Trenchcoat Mafia and shoot up your school. It’s kinda 50/50.


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Thematically, this song is the sequel to The League Of Tomorrow’s Sometimes When You Lose, You Win, which is plainly referenced in the first line of the song’s lyrics. Traveling back to 2007, Sometimes perfectly captured how I felt about chasing my silly dream to create music regardless of how many people didn’t believe in me or how many times I was rejected. I didn’t care if no one bought my album (they didn’t). I didn’t care if a single magazine or website reviewed my record (they didn’t). And I didn’t care if no one else wanted to play the music I was writing (they didn’t, except Ray, God bless his soul). The principal message of the song was: blaze your own path. Follow your heart. Make mistakes. Get punched in the face for standing up for what you believe in. It’s all good. Because, you know, sometimes when you lose, you win.

Inspiring? Maybe. But hold on, isn’t that a little naïve? If it’s true that sometimes when you lose, you win, doesn’t the opposite also have to be true? Don’t you have to at least acknowledge that sometimes when you lose…you lose?

It certainly seems that way. Before I wrote this record, things weren’t going very well in Paulville. I had written two albums that weren’t well-received by any stretch of the imagination, I was homeless, had absolutely zero money, and Karate High School was without a label and no one in the industry seemed to care. Where I come from, this is what’s known as a “Wake Up Call.” As I continued to analyze every choice I’d made, every bad song I’d written, every time I zigged when I should have zagged, I splashed some water on my face, looked at myself in the mirror, and came to one final, soul-draining realization: failure is officially an option, dude.

And this is where you, as an artist, make a choice. You either A) give up, ask your mom if you can move back into your old bedroom, and re-apply for your old job as Head Burger Flipper at Mickey D’s, or B) realize that music is the only thing that’s ever made sense to you, and continue to create songs and express yourself artistically because that is what you were meant to do, regardless of how many people try to tear you down and tell you that you’re not good enough.

If you find yourself in this position one day, I hope you have the courage to choose the second option. It’s the only way your soul will ever feel satisfied; the only way your heart can channel it’s truth into something that will live on long after you’re dead and gone.

In short, I have discovered that both are true: sometimes when you lose, you win, and yes, sometimes when you lose, you lose. Just don’t forget one important thing: it’s you that gets to decide.


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This is the only song where I’ll allow your imagination to provide your own personal meaning. It’s the most intimate thing I’ve written, and quite frankly, I don’t feel comfortable or currently possess the energy to provide the real-life details behind the words. I can’t sing this song or listen to the track without shriveling into a huge, disgusting baby, and the last thing you need right now is yet another solipsistic, self-pitying rant about what it means to the fast-running hamster on the treadmill inside my skull. I will say, however, that I intentionally kept this track bare, sparse, and vulnerable. Hopefully you can understand why.

Thank for you reading this Album Commentary. Your Friend,

Paul J. McGuire

Thank you for wasting seven hours of your life by reading this album commentary. If you'd like to waste even more time, check out even more nonsense by visiting PaulMcGuireRocks.com, and check me out on Twitter.

Trystanisnt [KHK]

 
It was a fun waste of seven hours ;)
 
Postado por Trystanisnt [KHK] em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 2:57
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Paul McGuire Rocks

 
You are the fastest reader of all time! I just posted this, and you've already finished? Looks like I need to write even longer posts!

But really, thanks for giving it a shot. You're the best.

 
Postado por Paul McGuire Rocks em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 3:15
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Trystanisnt [KHK]

 
Haha yeah I know I am pretty fast at reading
 
Postado por Trystanisnt [KHK] em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 3:25
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Awsten Knight

 
This blog is incredibly interesting, but frustrating at the same time. 
 
Postado por WTFWAD! em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 3:40
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Paul McGuire Rocks

 
Frustrating in what way?

 
Postado por Paul McGuire Rocks em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 3:46
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Awsten Knight

 
Well, because it says, If I believe what you're saying, I'm a 'zombie' of the worst kind, and I take all of these words to heart and everything so when I believe it, I then believe myself to be a zombie and there's no way out. The only way out would be to not listen to someone I look up to (you) and it's not easy. 
 
Postado por WTFWAD! em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 4:28
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Paul McGuire Rocks

 
Ah! I see what you're saying.

Let me clarify what I meant by that: my views and opinions on life are just that: mine. And if the theme of this record is: It's Okay To Be Yourself, then I need to be honest and say that no one should blindly believe everything I say, simply because I believe it to be true.

I don't have it all figured out. Quite frankly, I might not have anything figured out. However, if you read what I write and it resonates with you, then that's awesome, we're on the same page. But if someone reads what I write and it doesn't resonate with them, then that's okay too. Just another belief or viewpoint on life, ya know?

I guess what I'm trying to say is: it's hard to tell the world to believe what you write, when the thrust of your arguement is don't believe everything you read. Does that make sense?

You're a smart guy, Awsten. I'm confident that you can read this commentary and decide if you agree or not. :)



 
Postado por Paul McGuire Rocks em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 4:50
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WTFWAD!
Awsten Knight

 
I see what you're saying. Thank you for taking the time to reply & I'll see you at Java Jazz.

& I really think you have more stuff figured out than most people. btw, your blog about MJ made me teary eyed >.<



 
Postado por WTFWAD! em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 5:16
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Life's a RICH, then you die IS SO PYRO!
Richard Kiggins

 

Thanks for posting this. I love looking into the meanings behind songs :)


 
Postado por Life's a RICH, then you die IS SO PYRO! em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 3:47
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Paul McGuire Rocks

 
Thanks for taking the time to check it out. Much appreciated. :)



 
Postado por Paul McGuire Rocks em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 3:57
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After Midnight Dana! {RPI}[IA!]
Dana Bellant

 
one word. amazing(:

 
Postado por After Midnight Dana! {RPI}[IA!] em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 3:57
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Paul McGuire Rocks

 
Two words:

Thank you.

:)

 
Postado por Paul McGuire Rocks em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 4:04
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Brandøn !,,!^.^!,,!
Brandon Johnson

 
YES! I pretty much got every song right when i listened to them. Am i good or what?
 
Postado por Brandøn !,,!^.^!,,! em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 4:22
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Paul McGuire Rocks

 
You are, in fact, the best. :)

Thanks for reading this War and Peace sized blog.



 
Postado por Paul McGuire Rocks em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 4:54
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Mark Wheeler
Mark Wheeler

 
You are a really smart guy man. I really enjoy your commentary, even if it is on your own work. Haha, let me take that back ESPECIALLY when its on your own work. :)
 
Postado por Mark Wheeler em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 4:41
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Paul McGuire Rocks

 
Ha! Well Mark, the idea was to do with the album what directors do with their movies on DVD commentaries. I'm a nerd, so I love listening to what the guy that created the film was thinking about when he made it. This was my attempt to do that with my record.

Glad you made it through! And thanks for taking the time. Very much appreciated. :)



 
Postado por Paul McGuire Rocks em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 4:56
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@heyfranklme (ON TOUR!)
Frank Rizzo

 
dude paul, its been way to long.


i don't even know if you remember me or Love Me Electric, but we've gotten both of your releases since your very first one (all 3). love everyone of them, miss you dudes, and hope your well, glad you guys are climbing the success ladder! 


love,

frank and love me electric


 
Postado por @heyfranklme (ON TOUR!) em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 4:41
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Paul McGuire Rocks

 
Don't be silly, of course I remember you guys!

I think the bigger question is: why haven't we played any more shows together? I think it's time sir. What about this summer? We should see if our schedules will cross at some point. Cool? Hit me up with a message when you have time.

Paul



 
Postado por Paul McGuire Rocks em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 5:00
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@heyfranklme (ON TOUR!)
Frank Rizzo

 
ps. i still clearly remember i think it was February 10th at Champs Rock Room... such a wild show.
 
Postado por @heyfranklme (ON TOUR!) em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 4:43
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After Midnight Kara [RPI]
Kara Beasley

 
Paul McGuire, you should have been a public speech giver, i swear!  you use the most perfect words and phrases to describe things, and everything you said about all your songs is amazing!  it all makes perfect sense!  i love listening to your music cuz your views on life and people seem to be the exact same as mine and all my friends!  thanks for posting this!  :)

 
Postado por After Midnight Kara [RPI] em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 5:32
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Paul McGuire Rocks

 
Good point! I'm going to submit this commentary to Obama's people. I'll be writing Presidential speeches soon enough!

Or, I'll continue writing in obscurity. Yeah, probably that one.

Thanks for the kind words though!



 
Postado por Paul McGuire Rocks em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 6:00
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ABTR! A Brad To Remember
Bradley Loveless

 
This is exactly why i love karate highschool! because you actually take the time to think about your songs and what they mean insttead of just writing a guitar riff and putting words people are gonna wanna sing with it. Paul you are one of the most inteligent song writers of our generation, i tip my hat to you sir

 
Postado por ABTR! A Brad To Remember em segunda-feira, maio 25, 2009 - 7:07
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Paul McGuire Rocks

 
You are way too generous with the compliments sir. Thank you kindly!



 
Postado por Paul McGuire Rocks em sexta-feira, maio 29, 2009 - 7:25
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CaitixRocker

 
i totally know what you mean about the whole 'zombie' thing. and your right. completely utterly right. and its sad. every 5 mins i see a commercial about weight loss or for some cosmetic bull that makes people feel so insecure about themselves that they become anorexic or sick. they want to be that photoshopped picture in the magazines when they are already beautiful. personally, it make me want to puke. 


PS: i love that movie. Dawn of the Dead rocks!!!!!!!


 
Postado por CaitixRocker em terça-feira, maio 26, 2009 - 1:51
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RON X mgr

 
Dude, you're waaaay too smart for this biz, Wow!!
 
Postado por RON X mgr em terça-feira, maio 26, 2009 - 1:29
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Paul McGuire Rocks

 
Even though you are the only one that thinks that, thank you!

 
Postado por Paul McGuire Rocks em sexta-feira, maio 29, 2009 - 7:24
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[Drea.] Larisa Faith is finally here♥
Drea Sane

 
It took me quite awhile to read this, it was worth it though. But I looked at Zombies Every Where as peoples desperate search for "brains"(Knowledge) and how'd they would do zombie like things for it. But hey, to each his own! I guess with music a lot of people have their own meaning for it even it wasn't the intentions of the artist.
 
Postado por [Drea.] Larisa Faith is finally here♥ em terça-feira, maio 26, 2009 - 11:15
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[Drea.] Larisa Faith is finally here♥
Drea Sane

 
P.S Hampsters run on tredmills in your head? In my head they have those little cage ball thingys and fall down the stairs all day.
 
Postado por [Drea.] Larisa Faith is finally here♥ em terça-feira, maio 26, 2009 - 11:41
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jøhn galt.
Jonathan Roseboom

 
Wonderful read. I always knew there was great depth in your songwriting. I love it.

Paul... write a book. Seriously.

 
Postado por jøhn galt. em quarta-feira, maio 27, 2009 - 5:12
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Paul McGuire Rocks

 
A book is definitely in the works. Keep up with all that crap (WARNING: shamless plug ahead) here: paulmcguirerocks.com

But really, thank you for taking the time to say such nice things. Very much appreciated.



 
Postado por Paul McGuire Rocks em sexta-feira, maio 29, 2009 - 7:26
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To Chase The Sun, Only To Burn Our Hands... {HQ}
Jed Gentry Bookout

 
you're my hero. i decided that just now. invaders has already become one of my favorite albums, and while i'm sure some of your die hard fans have already told you that, i just want you to know how comforting it is that i wasn't wrong about a single one of these songs.

 
Postado por To Chase The Sun, Only To Burn Our Hands... {HQ} em sexta-feira, maio 29, 2009 - 5:56
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Paul McGuire Rocks

 
Thank you so much! Actually, you'd be surprised at how little positive feedback I get about the record. So yeah, thank you so much for taking the time to actually write something so awesome and inspiring! You have absolutely made my day. :)



 
Postado por Paul McGuire Rocks em sexta-feira, maio 29, 2009 - 7:31
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To Chase The Sun, Only To Burn Our Hands... {HQ}
Jed Gentry Bookout

 
i'm gonna be at the rosamond show singing along to every word. i'm not gonna be a chump and ask like "HEY PAUL R U PLAYNG GUD NEWS N BAD NEWZ LOL?" because no matter what, the setlist is gonna rule! see ya there!

 
Postado por To Chase The Sun, Only To Burn Our Hands... {HQ} em quarta-feira, junho 03, 2009 - 4:58
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Drew
Drew Wininger

 
100 percent amazing. But they ruined more than gambit in xmen origins. Dude, they ruined xmen origins

 
Postado por Drew em sexta-feira, maio 29, 2009 - 3:33
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Shadowmoon is Ghost
Steff Knappe

 
I didn't really have the time to read this blog up until now, but I'm so glad I did. I could comment so much on this, tell you my own experiences and let you know where I agree and disagree, but it would simply be too much. Just thank you for this album comment, I guess it's not very easy to tell people about what's going on in your head. You're great =)

 
Postado por Shadowmoon is Ghost em sábado, maio 30, 2009 - 7:07
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Kimberly <3

 
I just read the whole thing and it was really insightful.
Honestly I wish more bands would do this, its nice to understand were the writer is coming from.
Plus its nice to read something that actually made me sit back and think.

 
Postado por Kimberly <3 em quarta-feira, junho 03, 2009 - 8:32
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Melody!

 
I listened to each song as I read about it
and I thought it was really interesting
not at all a waste of "seven hours" =]

 
Postado por Melody! em sexta-feira, junho 05, 2009 - 1:55
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sarah
Sarah Kirsch

 
This is an awesome album, and I love being able to see your motivation and ideas behind all the songs, and being able to compare it to what I thought the songs were talking about.  You're a deep thinker, and its extremely refreshing to hear your music and to think about what it means.
Do you guys ever come to Michigan around the Detroit area?  I've been dying for years to see you here!
<3
Sarah

 
Postado por sarah em domingo, junho 07, 2009 - 3:35
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DaBBiZomB
Dave Smith

 
Thats awesome man. Thanks. It was nice seeing what inspired you to write these songs. Im a huge fan of disecting everything I listen to so this was nice to read. If you ever get the chance I would love to see more. Two that come to mind would be One foot in front of the other, and Three strikes and youre in.  

 
Postado por DaBBiZomB em domingo, junho 07, 2009 - 10:36
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may!
Maggie Cooper

 
this blog is basically words to live by. I love the way you look at everything! honestly. haha.
 
Postado por may! em domingo, junho 28, 2009 - 5:37
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Eyes Up North

 
DUDE. I LOVE arcade rocks immaturity! haha! And the league of tomorrow is great too! Invaders is even better. You're in my top 10 favorite bands of ALL TIME mister!

 
Postado por Eyes Up North em domingo, agosto 30, 2009 - 9:39
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