I know its been a while since I've posted anything. Honestly, since everyone is on Facebook now there's almost no point. However, I still come here to write about my feelings and events in my life to those who care enough to want to know.

As some of you know, I been talking about and anticipating my trip to Tampa to see Stephanie and to get away from Rockaway. It isn't the first time its been scheduled that we'd meet each other. I think its the 4th or 5th. Once again, it didn't happen. She told me she got the Swine Flu. Well, I hope she feels better.

Needless to say, I stayed in Rockaway with my family. All I know is I wanted to go out. I really wanted to be with someone though. I didn't want to be alone. Unfortunately, I have NOBODY. So, I stuck with my family. Mark. Dess and I hung out. Dess didn't want to be cooped up in the house, so we kidnapped Mark and went to the mall. Anytime we go out we have fun, and that was no exception. That was Friday.

Saturday, my friend Joe invited me with him and his wife to the Comic Con in Manhattan. I should have taken more pics, but my phone was acting up so I didn't. I'll post some when I get them from Joe. Comic Con was a lot of fun. It made me wish I was dressed up. I wanted to be Juggernaut for Halloween, but I really have no idea how to get such a costume so...maybe next time. Oh yeah, I'm going to Comic Con next year with the hopes of having a costume.

Saturday night when I got home, me, Dess, Mark and his girlfriend went out to Applebees for dinner. Once again, we had a lot of fun. Saturday was a good day, but still, I just feel...alone. The bottom line is, I'm not getting my hopes up to go somewhere any more where I have to rely on someone else. If I can take matters more into my own hands then I'll do it that way. Otherwise, there's no place like home.

Today is my first day back to work, going in early cause my boss isn't feeling that well. I don't mind helping out. I just hope she feels better. She's going through a lot.

Well, anyway, I'll be in touch. Take care all.