(This story contains sexually explicit material)

I have never been a rapist, although some of my confessions do include sex. I feel the need to re-iterate the fact that all sex has been consensual.

I knew this girl Penny, I met her on the internet. We were friends for about a couple months, in that time I found out that previously she had been a prostitute. I asked her one night if she'd meet me at a hotel sometime and I would pay her for her time. She told me that she had fantasized about this moment and couldn't wait.

See… me and Penny had some pretty crazy sex talk over the past few weeks, and the anticipation was just building and building.

We met a few nights later at this run down motel in an area that is pretty low class, I came with as much money as I could stuff into my wallet ( I knew I was getting it back ).

She ordered the room, and I paid her back for it,  40.00$ is all it was, from there, I told her I had some fantasy's to indulge in, and all she needed to do was tell me the cost, and I'd flip her the money.

I started off by asking what the standard sex rate is,  she told me 200 bucks an hour,  but for me!, 200 buck for the night.

I gave her the money,  I undressed her, and she undressed me, she got my pants off and started sucking me off,  I'm o.k. with this I thought… I proceeded to maneuver her over to the bed and positioned ourselves in a 69, she was going ape shit on me, I couldn't hardly focus on her….  Then I looked up and saw that ass right in my face, yeah , I was hungry for it, I started tonguing her ass like I was trying to win an award for it, what a tight ass, I knew she had never been F**ked there before. This must have gone on for about 10 minutes, Ohhh I had enough, I was about to explode, but I wasn't wanting that to happen yet.  I just laid there for a second, she asked if I had any fetishes,,  I had to think about that one,  I asked her for suggestions,  she said that some people are into weird shit, she said this one customer like to piss on her.. PISS ON HER?  What the fuck is with that? so I asked. How much to piss on ya?  She said 100$,  haha   SOLD.  I flipped her a hundred bucks, but I couldn't piss, I was still too hard. So here I am with a girl waiting to get pissed on, but I'm too hard to piss. So...  we put on the t.v. and had a drink,  finally, I softened up enough to do it, we started to get into position, but SHIT, I got hard again, so I said "keep the hundred bucks" I'll piss on ya later when I'm done with ya. She Accepted. So we started at it again, anyway, this went on all night it was a marathon. At the end of it all I stood up over top of her, put my hands on my hips. I looked like a Captain. I call it the James Kirk ! I looked to the side with a serious look on my face and pissed on her.  What a finale. I told her I'd get a towel.  I went to my bag and grabbed a hammer. I walked back with my hammer wrapped in the towel, I stood over top of her again, and instead of handing her the towel, I pulled out the hammer, and whacked her on the side of her head. The ball cracker her skull right open like an egg shell and sunk deep into her head.  I had to stick my foot on her forehead to pull it out. She was completely unconscious, I think it was a quick death,  I wanted to even things out though, so I rammed it into the other side of her head.  I didn't need the hammer back. I left it on her head. I went to her purse and took my money back, she had more money in there as well, but I didn't want it.  I just took what was mine and left.