It's utterly amazing how just 2 months ago, I was the happiest boy in the world, without a need for anything more.

I was smiling, laughing and was pretty happy with almost everything.

I don't know what happened exactly, but it all started going downhill recently. Really fast. The slopes were so steep it was almost vertical. And this very instance just proves my theory that my life is destined to be fucked. It's probably just mental S&M on a huge scale.

It's this whole 'just when you think you got it good, I'm going to use that to fuck your life up tenfold than how I did previously'. What a shitty deal.

Perhaps I'm still at the 'there to be great' situation (go Van Wilder) where I'm neither here nor there.

I'm guessing everyone older than me has gone through this phase. They're still around, so it can't be that bad.

I just can't wait to get my last 2 weeks over and done with.