There has to be a raw animalistic and sadomasochistic side to everyone.

How it's unearthed leaves much to be desired, although it's not the same for everyone. It could be that epiphanic moment or an event or occurance that triggers a tender memory locked deep inside your cerebral cortex. A simple monologue. That could do it.

Whatever it is, they all share a common effect.

You may not notice it at first, but it is surely burning inside your mind, slowly rupturing the safeline that holds irrational thoughts that will come crashing down if you don't put it out.

Once that happens, you'll feel this dark cloud shroud the sky, hurling you into utter sadness and melancholy. It then snowballs and then you find a way to channel that pensiveness by throwing your temper at the slightest bit. You've turned it into anger.

And it only gets worse from there.