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Thursday, May 22, 2008 

Current mood:  determined
Category: Life

"I must say a word about Fear. It is Life's only true opponent. Only Fear can defeat Life. It is a clever, treacherous adversary, how well I know. it has no decency, respects no law or convention, shows no mercy. It goes for your weakest spot, which it finds with unerring ease. It begins in your mind, ALWAYS. One moment you are feeling calm, self-possessed, happy. Then Fear, disguised in the garb of mild-mannered Doubt, slips into your mind like a spy. Doubt meets Disbelief and Disbelief tries to push it out. But Disbelief is a poorly armed foot soldier. Doubt does away with it with little trouble. You become anxious. Reason comes to do battle for you. You are reassured. Reason is fully equipped with the latest weapons technology. But to your amazement, despite superior tactics and a number of undeniable victories, Reason is laid low. You feel yourself weakening, wavering. Your anxiety becomes dread. 
"Fear next turns fully to your body, which is already aware that something terribly wrong is going on. Already your lungs have flown away like a bird and your guts have slithered away like a snake. Now your tongue drops dead like an opossum, while your jaw begins to gallop on the spot. Your ears go deaf. Your muscles begin to shiver as if they had malaria and your knees to shake as though they were dancing. You heart strains too hard, while your sphincter relaxes too much. And so with the rest of your body. EVERY PART OF YOU, in the manner most suited to it, falls apart. Only your eyes work well. They always pay proper attention to Fear..."
"Quickly you make rash decisions. You dismiss your last allies: Hope and Trust. There, you've defeated yourself. Fear, which is but an *impression*, has triumphed over you.
"The matter is difficult to put into words. For Fear, real Fear, such as shakes you to your foundation, such as you feel when you are brought face to face with you mortal end, nestles in your memory like a gangrene: it seeks to rot everything, even the words with which to speak of it. So you must FIGHT HARD TO EXPRESS IT! You must fight hard to SHINE THE LIGHT OF WORDS upon it. Because if you don't, if your Fear becomes a wordless darkness that you avoid, perhaps manage to forget, you open yourself to further attacks of Fear because you never truly fought the opponent who defeated you (203-04)."

Life of Pi by Yann Martel

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Mel
Melissa Hrico

 
Alex THANK YOU so much for this...you just happened to post this at the moment in my life that not only i need to hear this, but i have a student who also desparately needs to hear it! thank you thank you thank you:) if there are miracles...this is surely one of them:) luv u and miss u!!!
 
Posted by Mel on Friday, May 23, 2008 - 4:12 PM
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Salsa
Elsa Ghaffari

 
I believe in this WORD FOR WORD.
Tell fear to take the back seat of life and just GO! See ya around Mack
 
Posted by Salsa on Tuesday, May 27, 2008 - 4:34 PM
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Caitlin
Caitlin Cahill

 
AMEN!!!

"Say it - Don't Spray it! I want the NEWS - not the weeeaaaather!"
 
Posted by Caitlin on Thursday, May 29, 2008 - 4:00 PM
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