Really.  Kenyon is the best school out there for me.  I can see myself strolling down middle path in the sunshine, or perhaps journaling in the shade of a tree in the freshman quad... geeking out and caffeinated on a Friday night hanging out with some friends after a week of classes.  There's a class, and it is the history of literary magazines.  That's all it is.  Doesn't that sound amazing?  All of the classes there do.

Can't wait until my Dickinson classes next year.  I feel like I'm racing to be a college student.

You know, on the way home from Kenyon, we were in Ohio still, maybe an hour away from the college, and there was a hilltop (because all the hilltops in Ohio pretty much make the horizon... it is so flat) and majestically, against the sunset, stood two black cows.  They stood munching grass next to a blank bilboard, with a life-sized black cow painted in the bottom right corner.  It was like three cows hanging out, only one was just an image.  It was so awesome.  I'm such a dork.  But so are mum and Q.  We spent like twenty minutes after that conversing in various inflections of moo.  (Hey, you have to spend a seven hour car ride doing something.)

Ugh, prom is coming up.  Ugh, boy, I want to ask you, but I can't seem to find a situation where it wouldn't be embarrassing.  Meh.  I think you like me, but I can't tell?  Haha, if only you could let me know.  Ha.  I don't know.

I tutored my chem friend for an hour and a half after school today.  It was fun.  I am a terrible tutor, though, I don't really remember much math, and I don't really learn things, I memorize them.  I can teach you how to memorize?

Metaphor invited me to his graduation party.  Oh my gosh, I thought, you're graduating.  All the seniors will be heading off in all their different ways after graduation.  It's kind of happy and kind of sad.  Makes me think of that Vitamin C song, Graduation Song.  I heard it at Kmart the other day while I was restocking something or other.  Cosmetics.  I love that song.

I have to clean my room.

But first, AP study!

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