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The Darr



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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 26
Sign: Leo

City: MINNEAPOLIS
State: Minnesota
Country: US
Signup Date: 5/16/2005
Sunday, January 27, 2008 

Current mood:  quixotic
Category: Life
After studying many things relating to psychology, I've come across something a bit disheartening:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder

If you skip down to the "symtoms", I nearly fit every one of them in spades.  I've always wanted a term to explain my insanity--and now I do--I have APD until its proven to me otherwise.

Strangely enough, the list of symtpoms also seems like a long list of things that every normal person experiences at least once in his or her life, and I AM a bit of a hypochondriac, so maybe I'm wrong.  Or maybe APD has become quite the epidemic...

If you've read the list and disagree with me, feel free to post your thoughts.
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My Chemical Imbalances™

 
I Don't Know Very Well @ ALL! But I Would Say A Few Of These Do Call Ur Name... But Then Again I Fit N2 A Few Of Them As Well. But What Do U Think About All Of This? Do U Care? Do U Care What Other People Think???
 
Posted by My Chemical Imbalances™ on Sunday, January 27, 2008 - 6:45 PM
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The Darr

 
Honestly, no, I don't care one bit--that's the beauty of this "mental disorder". The only ones that don't fit are the fighting ones--though the only reason I don't fight is that I fear my reaction towards such a situation. Its all or nothing, so if you fight me, I want the fight to stop--by any means necessary.

The more I read through the list, though, the more it seems like old, right-wing nut jobs are attempting to classify the ones of our generation not catering to their ideals/philosophies. I've gotta shake this skepticism...

I'm also moving briskly towards my newfound philosophy: Nominalism:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nominalism

I'm just glad I have a medically-backed term for the way I feel--I don't feel as much of an outcast as I usually do, though I could care less--or DO I care? I don't even know anymore.
 
Posted by The Darr on Sunday, January 27, 2008 - 6:59 PM
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My Chemical Imbalances™

 
Here's 2 Nominalism!!! Love How The World HAS 2 Put A Lable On Everything They Can Think Of.

So After Reading What Nominalism Is, It Just Sounds Like One Want's 2 Know The Reason's Y Thing's R The Way They R... What's Wrong With That? Fuck What People Have 2 Think!

As Far As U Careing About Being An Outcast, Let Me Just Say, Im An Outcast Of The Outcast! I Know This 4 A Fact! Who Give's A Hell.


As Far As U Fighting... Now I Think I Wanted U 2 Come Bowling With Me (That 1 Time When I Wanted U 2 Whip A Bowling Ball @ My Ex Face! (Hard Laughter)) More Then Ever.
I Wait 4 That Day I Can Take U On! Im Sure I Would Win!
 
Posted by My Chemical Imbalances™ on Thursday, January 31, 2008 - 2:51 PM
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The Darr

 
The thing I get from nominalism is that words are just words--NOTHING MORE. Words are just designed to get specific (or pre-determined) emotional (and therefore irrational) response(s), making nearly everything man-made nonsensical boobery that we can choose to follow, ignore, or fight against. Things didn't have to be "named" before man came along.

I just like excuses for my behavior--especially if they aren't mine. Label's suck, but since they'll never go away you may as well use them as an advantage.
 
Posted by The Darr on Thursday, January 31, 2008 - 3:12 PM
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My Chemical Imbalances™

 
AMEN!
 
Posted by My Chemical Imbalances™ on Friday, February 01, 2008 - 8:54 PM
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