yesterday i met an old friend and talked about budapest. he says it isnt that bad in here, but that the women are getting uglier and uglier. im not gonna comment on this now, needless to say he isnt turning into a prince charming himself.

A little memo on Budapest I wrote when I was coming back to it:

I wanna get away

Far from here

As if I never existed, here

Im old and faithless

this city killed my dreams.

its veins sucked the life out of me

my heartbeat is weaker and my lungs more shallow

streets rot

people are grey

once a playground

Budapest is my prison now.

perhaps not the best piece of a lyric Ive written, but at least its pretty exact in describing how i feel about it.

ive been with budapest for the last 8 years and that makes it the longest relationship i ever managed to have. quote: once i ran to you (i ran...).Now I ran from you...This tainted love you..ve given.I gave you all a boy (girl) could give you..etc. what tainted love we have, me and budapest. i think it feels it and started to reject me, like im the virus.its antiviruses attack me from all sides now. but ill survive....it can try harder if it wants to crush someone like me.ill take its sharpest weapon and mirror it right against its face.

cause i dont care about you anymore, budapest. the only thing left is to fight for my sanity.

and im sorry if ive dissapointed you.put your dreams in someone else.

(budapest now cant hear me): in the meantime ill crawl in the suburbia where your senses are numb and create an army of rebbels-well switch the electricity off.ill have a massive electric whip and whip the greyness out of everyone.ill fix you baby.ill put u back up then ill leave you. when ure fine.

oh.another song about budapest: poni hoax: budapest....i believe the author had an unfortunate encounter or an ill turned affair.  

lunch break.