LISTEN TO "NO, NOT SO" WHILE YOU READ THIS BLOG!!!! Its what I was listening to when I wrote it.

I just stayed up all night (3/13/09) writing and recording this track. I figured its been a while since I posted a new song. Ive just started to write again and it feels great. I wish I didnt have to write a song like this right now, but to tell you the truth I needed it. This song hits so close to home. Have you ever struggled with making a decision and then wonder if you did the right thing? What if you made a different choice and everything had gone right? Questions like this can eat away at you until they hit bone. They just take over rational though. Thats kind of what this song is about. And knowing that you can't go back sometimes. Some things leave a permanent mark. Its our job to learn from them. Show your scars with pride, they made you who you are. If you feel like talking or getting something off your chest please get in touch. I would love to hear your feedback about this song, about life, love, the weather. Whatever is on your mind. I know what its like to try to be better and fail. I know what its like to feel like everything is piled so high against you that youll never make it out. It comes and goes. Cycles. Ups and downs, rights and wrongs, hurt and joy. You will make it out if you want to. Part of my vision is to have a support system of our fellow human beings. Reach out to someone as a friend. Listen to them. Share your own thoughts and feelings with them. It always leads to a good place. Let me know what you think...

ps. thanks for getting through my venting with me.