I have always wanted my family and for a faithful man that loves me for me and to be a great father to my kids. My dreams have came true with Derek coming into my life two years ago but i am missing one thing. my oldest daughter kurrstin. Its not that i am missing her i see her and she gets to spend sometime with her brother and sister but i only get 4 full days well not even that in a month and some people call this fair. I love my kids more than anything in the world and i have to leave on Derek fo ralot of support i think about it all the time cause i dont work all week so why is my daughter in day care non of my other kids are. i would love for her to be in dance she loves to dance and she can sing to!hah but i just want to know when its going to be enough prayers said a nd enough tear sshed to let people understand that i am a different person and i love my daughter and i would never let anything happen to her. i miss out on her smile and laughing all the time cause now noone is understanding that i have to work now so i dont get to see her and it hurts. i dont want to miss out on anymore and what sucks about this even more is that me and her suffer and its killing me.