Okay, so there's a guy I really like (let's call him m円). m円 is sweet, sexy, smart and sarcastic (all the things I like). The problem is, I feel bad about entering into anything again so soon after the bitter end of my last relationship. I don't want to bring baggage with me that could damage things. I would rather just be friends with m円 then risk hurting him or myself because of my inability to move on.

That said, I don't think about dean any more, I don't lament for him, and I've stopped trying to figure out what went wrong. Put simply, I don't care anymore.

I really, really like m円 (Although we have only been on one date), I just want to minimize the risk of hurt.